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<title>Seven Pillars of Wisdom</title>
<author>T.E. Lawrence (1888-1935)</author>
</titlepage>


</frontmatter>


<bookbody>

<part>

<para>
BOOK FOUR. Extending to Akaba
</para>


<titlepage>

<para>
CHAPTERS XXXIX TO LIV
</para>

<para>

</para>

<para>
The port of Akaba was naturally so strong that it could be taken only
by surprise from inland: but the opportune adherence to Feisal of Auda
Abu Tayi made us hope to enrol enough tribesmen in the eastern desert
for such a descent upon the coast.
</para>

<para>
Nasir, Auda, and I set off together on the long ride. Hitherto Feisal
had been the public leader: but his remaining in Sejh threw the
ungrateful load of this northern expedition upon myself. I accepted it
and its dishonest implication as our only means of victory. We tricked
the Turks and entered Akaba with good fortune.
</para>


</titlepage>

<chapter>

<chapheader>
<chapnum></chapnum>
<title>
CHAPTER XXXIX
</title>
</chapheader>

<para>
By May the ninth all things were ready, and in the glare of mid-afternoon
we left Feisal's tent, his good wishes sounding after us from the hill-top
as we marched away. Sherif Nasir led us: his lucent goodness, which
provoked answering devotion even from the depraved, made him the only
leader (and a benediction) for forlorn hopes. When we broke our wishes to
him he had sighed a little, for he was body-weary after months of
vanguard-service, and mind-weary too, with the passing of youth's careless
years. He feared his maturity as it grew upon him, with its ripe thought,
its skill, its finished art; yet which lacked the poetry of boyhood to
make living a full end of life. Physically, he was young yet: but his
changeful and mortal soul was ageing quicker than his body-going to die
before it, like most of ours.
</para>

<para>
Our short stage was to the fort of Sebeil, inland Wejh, where the
Egyptian pilgrims used to water. We camped by their great brick tank,
in shade of the fort's curtain-wall, or of the palms, and put to rights
the deficiencies which this first march had shown. Auda and his kinsmen
were with us; also Nesib el Bekri, the politic Damascene, to represent
Feisal to the villagers of Syria. Nesib had brains and position, and
the character of a previous, successful, desert-journey: his cheerful
endurance of adventure, rare among Syrians, marked him out as our
fellow, as much as his political mind, his ability, his persuasive
good-humoured eloquence, and the patriotism which often overcame his
native passion for the indirect. Nesib chose Zeki, a Syrian officer, as
his companion. For escort we had thirty-five Ageyl, under ibn
Dgheithir, a man walled into his own temperament: remote, abstracted,
self-sufficient. Feisal made up a purse of twenty thousand pounds in
gold--all he could afford and more than we asked for--to pay the wages of
the new men we hoped to enrol, and to make such advances as should
stimulate the Howeitat to swiftness.
</para>

<para>
This inconvenient load of four hundredweight of gold we shared out
between us, against the chance of accident upon the road. Sheikh Yusuf,
now back in charge of supply, gave us each a half-bag of flour, whose
forty-five pounds were reckoned a man's pinched ration for six weeks.
This went slung on the riding-saddle, and Nasir took enough on baggage
camels to distribute a further fourteen pounds per man when we had
marched the first fortnight, and had eaten room for it in our bags.
</para>

<para>
We had a little spare ammunition and some spare rifles as presents; and
loaded six camels with light packs of blasting gelatine for rails or
trains or bridges in the north. Nasir, a great Emir in his own place,
also carried a good tent in which to receive visitors, and a camel load
of rice for their entertainment: but the last we ate between us with
huge comfort, as the unrelieved dietary of water--bread and water, week
after week, grew uninspiring. Being beginners in this style of
travelling, we did not know that dry flour, the lightest food, was
therefore the best for a long journey. Six months later neither Nasir
nor myself wasted transport and trouble on the rice-luxury.
</para>

<para>
My Ageyl--Mukheymer, Merjan, Ali--had been supplemented by Mohammed, a
blowsy obedient peasant boy from some village in Hauran, and by Gasim,
of Maan, a fanged and yellow-faced outlaw, who fled into the desert to
the Howeitat, after killing a Turkish official in a dispute over cattle
tax. Crimes against tax-gatherers had a sympathetic aspect for all of
us, and this gave Gasim a specious rumour of geniality, which actually
was far from truth.
</para>

<para>
We seemed a small party to win a new province, and so apparently others
thought; for presently Lamotte, Bremond's representative with Feisal,
rode up to take a farewell photograph of us. A little later Yusuf
arrived, with the good doctor, and Shefik, and Nesib's brothers, to
wish us success on our march. We joined in a spacious evening meal,
whose materials the prudent Yusuf had brought with him. His not-slender
heart perhaps misgave him at the notion of a bread supper: or was it
the beautiful desire to give us a last feast before we were lost in the
wilderness of pain and evil refreshment?
</para>

<para>
After they had gone we loaded up, and started before midnight on
another stage of our journey to the oasis of Kurr. Nasir, our guide,
had grown to know this country nearly as well as he did his own.
</para>

<para>
While we rode through the moonlit and starry night, his memory was
dwelling very intimately about his home. He told me of their stone-paved
house whose sunk halls had vaulted roofs against the summer heat,
and of the gardens planted with every kind of fruit tree, in shady
paths about which they could walk at ease, mindless of the sun. He told
me of the wheel over the well, with its machinery of leathern
trip-buckets, raised by oxen upon an inclined path of hard-trodden earth;
and of how the water from its reservoir slid in concrete channels by
the borders of the paths; or worked fountains in the court beside the
great vine-trellised swimming tank, lined with shining cement, within
whose green depth he and his brother's household used to plunge at
midday.
</para>

<para>
Nasir, though usually merry, had a quick vein of suffering in him, and
to-night he was wondering why he, an Emir of Medina, rich and powerful
and at rest in that garden-palace, had thrown up all to become the weak
leader of desperate adventures in the desert. For two years he had been
outcast, always fighting beyond the front line of Feisal's armies,
chosen for every particular hazard, the pioneer in each advance; and,
meanwhile, the Turks were in his house, wasting his fruit trees and
chopping down his palms. Even, he said, the great well, which had
sounded with the creak of the bullock wheels for six hundred years, had
fallen silent; the garden, cracked with heat, was becoming waste as the
bund hills over which we rode.
</para>

<para>
After four hours' march we slept for two, and rose with the sun. The
baggage camels, weak with the cursed mange of Wejh, moved slowly,
grazing all day as they went. We riders, light-mounted, might have
passed them easily; but Auda, who was regulating our marches, forbade,
because of the difficulties in front, for which our animals would need
all the fitness we could conserve in them. So we plodded soberly on for
six hours in great heat. The summer sun in this country of white sand
behind Wejh could dazzle the eyes cruelly, and the bare rocks each side
our path threw off waves of heat which made our heads ache and swim.
Consequently, by eleven of the forenoon we were mutinous against Auda's
wish still to hold on. So we halted and lay under trees till half-past
two, each of us trying to make a solid, though shifting shadow for
himself by means of a doubled blanket caught across the thorns of
overhanging boughs.
</para>

<para>
We rode again, after this break, for three gentle hours over level
bottoms, approaching the walls of a great valley; and found the green
garden of El Kurr lying just in front of us. White tents peeped from
among the palms. While we dismounted, Rasim and Abdulla, Mahmud, the
doctor, and even old Maulud, the cavalryman, came out to welcome us.
They told us that Sherif Sharraf, whom we wished to meet at Abu Raga,
our next stopping place, was away raiding for a few days. This meant
that there was no hurry, so we made holiday at El Kurr for two nights.
</para>

<para>
It contented me: for the trouble of boils and fever which had shackled
me in Wadi Ais had come afresh, more strongly, making each journey a
pain, and each rest a blessed relaxation of my will strong to go on--a
chance to add patience to a scant reserve. So I lay still, and received
into my mind the sense of peace, the greenness and the presence of
water which made this garden in the desert beautiful and haunting, as
though pre-visited. Or was it merely that long ago we had seen fresh
grass growing in the spring?
</para>

<para>
The inhabitant of Kurr, the only sedentary Belluwi, hoary Dhaif-Allah,
laboured day and night with his daughters in the little terraced plot
which he had received from his ancestors. It was built out of the south
edge of the valley in a bay defended against flood by a massive wall of
unhewn stone. In its midst opened the well of clear cold water, above
which stood a balance-cantilever of mud and rude poles. By this
Dhaif-Allah, morning and evening when the sun was low, drew up great bowls
of water and spilled them into clay runnels contrived through his garden
among the tree roots. He grew low palms, for their spreading leaves
shaded his plants from the sun which otherwise might in that stark
valley wither them, and raised young tobacco (his most profitable
crop); with smaller plots of beans and melons, cucumbers and egg-plants,
in due season.
</para>

<para>
The old man lived with his women in a brushwood hut beside the well,
and was scornful of our politics, demanding what more to eat or drink
these sore efforts and bloody sacrifices would bring. We gently teased
him with notions of liberty; with freedom of the Arab countries for the
Arabs. 'This Garden, Dhaif-Allah, should it not be your very own?'
However, he would not understand, but stood up to strike himself
proudly on the chest, crying, 'I--I am Kurr'.
</para>

<para>
He was free and wanted nothing for others; and only his garden for
himself. Nor did he see why others should not become rich in a like
frugality. His felt skull-cap, greased with sweat to the colour and
consistence of lead, he boasted had been his grandfather's, bought when
Ibrahim Pasha was in Wejh a century before: his other necessary garment
was a shirt, and annually, with his tobacco, he would buy the shirt of
the new year for himself; one for each of his daughters, and one for
the old woman--his wife.
</para>

<para>
Still we were grateful to him, for, besides that he showed an example
of contentment to us slaves of unnecessary appetite, he sold vegetables
and on them, and on the tinned bounty of Rasim and Abdulla and Mahmud,
we lived richly. Each evening round the fires they had music, not the
monotonous open-throated roaring of the tribes, nor the exciting
harmony of the Ageyl, but the falsetto quarter tones and trills of
urban Syria. Maulud had musicians in his unit; and bashful soldiers
were brought up each evening to play guitars and sing cafe songs of
Damascus or the love verses of their villages. In Abdulla's tent, where
I was lodged, distance, the ripple of the fragrant out-pouring water,
and the tree-leaves softened the music, so that it became dully
pleasant to the ear.
</para>

<para>
Often, too, Nesib el Bekri would take out his manuscript of the songs
of Selim el Jezairi, that fierce unscrupulous revolutionary who, in his
leisure moments between campaigns, the Staff College, and the bloody
missions he fulfilled for the Young Turks, his masters, had made up
verses in the common speech of the people about the freedom which was
coming to his race. Nesib and his friends had a swaying rhythm in which
they would chant these songs, putting all hope and passion into the
words, their pale Damascus faces moon-large in the firelight, sweating.
The soldier camp would grow dead silent till the stanza ended, and then
from every man would come a sighing, longing echo of the last note.
Only old Dhaif-Allah went on splashing out his water, sure that after
we had finished with our silliness someone would yet need and buy his
greenstuff.
</para>

</chapter>

<chapter>
<chapheader>
<chapnum></chapnum>
<title>
CHAPTER XL
</title>
</chapheader>


<para>
To townsmen this garden was a memory of the world before we went mad
with war and drove ourselves into the desert: to Auda there was an
indecency of exhibition in the plant-richness, and he longed for an
empty view. So we cut short our second night in paradise, and at two in
the morning went on up the valley. It was pitch dark, the very stars in
the sky being unable to cast light into the depths where we were
wandering. To-night Auda was guide, and to make us sure of him he
lifted up his voice in an interminable Tio, ho, ho' song of the
Howeitat; an epic chanted on three bass notes, up and down, back and
forward, in so round a voice that the words were indistinguishable.
After a little we thanked him for the singing, since the path went away
to the left, and our long line followed his turn by the echoes of his
voice rolling about the torn black cliffs in the moonlight.
</para>

<para>
On this long journey Sherif Nasir and Auda's sour-smiling cousin,
Mohammed el Dheilan, took pains with my Arabic, giving me by turn
lessons in the classical Medina tongue, and in the vivid desert
language. At the beginning my Arabic had been a halting command of the
tribal dialects of the Middle Euphrates (a not impure form), but now it
became a fluent mingling of Hejaz slang and north-tribal poetry with
household words and phrases from the limpid Nejdi, and book forms from
Syria. The fluency had a lack of grammar, which made my talk a
perpetual adventure for my hearers. Newcomers imagined I must be the
native of some unknown illiterate district; a shot-rubbish ground of
disjected Arabic parts of speech.
</para>

<para>
However, as yet I understood not three words of Auda's, and after half
an hour his chant tired me, while the old moon climbed slowly up the
sky, sailed over the topmost hills and threw a deceitful light, less
sure than darkness, into our valley. We marched until the early sun,
very trying to those who had ridden all night, opposed us.
</para>

<para>
Breakfast was off our own flour, thus lightening at last, after days of
hospitality, our poor camels' food-load. Sharraf being not yet in Abu
Raga, we made no more of haste than water-difficulties compelled; and,
after food, again put up our blanket roofs and lay till afternoon,
fretfully dodging after their unstable shadow, getting moist with heat
and the constant pricking of flies.
</para>

<para>
At last Nasir gave the marching signal, and we went on up the defile,
with slightly pompous hills each side, for four hours; when we agreed
to camp again in the valley bed. There was abundant brushwood for fuel;
and up the cliff on our right were rock-pools of fresh water, which
gave us a delicious drink. Nasir was wrought up; he commanded rice for
supper, and the friends to feed with us.
</para>

<para>
Our rule of march was odd and elaborate. Nasir, Auda, and Nesib were so
many separate, punctilious houses, admitting the supremacy of Nasir
only because I lived with him as a guest and furnished them with the
example of respect. Each required to be consulted on the details of our
going, and where and when we should halt. This was inevitable with
Auda, a child of battle who had never known a master, since, as a tiny
boy, he had first ridden his own camel. It was advisable with Nesib, a
Syrian of the queasy Syrian race; jealous; hostile to merit, or to its
acknowledgement.
</para>

<para>
Such people demanded a war-cry and banner from outside to combine them,
and a stranger to lead them, one whose supremacy should be based on an
idea: illogical, undeniable, discriminant: which instinct might accept
and reason find no rational basis to reject or approve. For this army
of Feisal's the conceit was that an Emir of Mecca, a descendant of the
prophet, a Sherif, was an otherworldly dignitary whom sons of Adam
might reverence without shame. This was the binding assumption of the
Arab movement; it was this which gave it an effective, if imbecile
unanimity.
</para>

<para>
In the morning we rode at five. Our valley pinched together, and we
went round a sharp spur, ascending steeply. The track became a bad
goat-path, zigzagging up a hill-side too precipitous to climb except on
all fours. We dropped off our camels and led them by the head-stalls.
Soon we had to help each other, a man urging the camels from behind,
another pulling them from the front, encouraging them over the worst
places, adjusting their loads to ease them.
</para>

<para>
Parts of the track were dangerous, where rocks bulged out and narrowed
it, so that the near half of the load grazed and forced the animal to
the cliff-edge. We had to re-pack the food and explosives; and, in
spite of all our care, lost two of our feeble camels in the pass. The
Howeitat killed them where they lay broken, stabbing a keen dagger into
the throat-artery near the chest, while the neck was strained tight by
pulling the head round to the saddle. They were at once cut up and
shared out as meat.
</para>

<para>
The head of the pass we were glad to find not a range but a spacious
plateau which sloped slowly before us to the east. The first yards were
rough and rocky, overgrown with low mats of thorns like ling; but
afterwards we came to a valley of white shingle, in whose bed a Beduin
woman was filling her water-skin with a copper cup, ladling milky
water, quite pure and sweet, from a little hole a foot wide, scraped
elbow deep in the pebbles. This was Abu Saad, and for its name's sake
and for its water, and the joints of red meat bumping on our saddles,
we settled we would stay here one night, filling up yet more of the
time which must be filled before Sharraf came back from his expedition
against the railway.
</para>

<para>
So we rode on four more miles, to camp under spreading trees, in
close-grown thickets of thorn-scrub, hollow underneath like booths. By
day these made tent-ribs for our blankets stretched against the masterful
sun. At night they were bowers for our sleeping-places. We had learned
to sleep with nothing overhead but moon and stars, and nothing either
side to keep distant the winds and noises of the night; and by contrast
it was strange, but quieting, to rest within walls, with a roof above;
even though walls and roof were only interlacing twigs making a darker
mesh against the star-scattered sky.
</para>

<para>
For myself, I was ill again; a fever increasing upon me, and my body
very sore with boils and the rubbing of my sweaty saddle. When Nasir,
without my prompting, had halted at the half-stage, I turned and
thanked him warmly, to his astonishment. We were now on the limestone
of the Shefa crest. Before us lay a great dark lava-field, and short of
it a range of red and black banded sandstone cliffs with conical tops.
The air on the high tableland was not so warm; and morning and evening
there blew across us a free current which was refreshing after the
suspended stillness of the valleys.
</para>

<para>
We breakfasted on our camel meat, and started more gaily the next
morning down a gently-falling plateau of red sandstone. Then we came to
the first break of surface, a sharp passage to the bottom of a
shrub-grown, sandy valley, on each side of which sandstone precipices and
pinnacles, gradually growing in height as we went down, detached
themselves sharply against the morning sky. It was shadowed in the
bottom, and the air tasted wet and decayed, as though sap was drying
out into it. The edges of the cliffs about us were clipped strangely,
like fantastic parapets. We wound on, ever deeper into the earth until,
half an hour later, by a sharp corner we entered Wadi Jizil, the main
gutter of these sandstone regions, whose end we had seen near Hedia.
</para>

<para>
Jizil was a deep gorge some two hundred yards in width, full of
tamarisk sprouting from the bed of drifted sand, as well as from the
soft twenty-foot banks, heaped up wherever an eddy in flood or wind had
laid the heavier dust under the returns of cliffs. The walls each side
were of regular bands of sandstone, streaked red in many shades. The
union of dark cliffs, pink floors, and pale green shrubbery was
beautiful to eyes sated with months of sunlight and sooty shadow. When
evening came, the declining sun crimsoned one side of the valley with
its glow, leaving the other in purple gloom.
</para>

<para>
Our camp was on some swelling dunes of weedy sand in an elbow of the
valley, where a narrow cleft had set up a back-wash and scooped out a
basin in which a brackish remnant of last winter's flood was caught. We
sent a man for news up the valley to an oleander thicket where we saw
the white peaks of Sharraf's tents. They expected him next day; so we
passed two nights in this strange-coloured, echoing place. The brackish
pool was fit for our camels, and in it we bathed at noon. Then we ate
and slept generously, and wandered in the nearer valleys to see the
horizontal stripes of pink and brown and cream and red which made up
the general redness of the cliffs, delighting in the varied patterns of
thin pencillings of lighter or darker tint which were drawn over the
plain body of rock. One afternoon I spent behind some shepherd's fold
of sandstone blocks in warm soft air and sunlight, with a low burden of
the wind plucking at the rough wall-top above my head. The valley was
instinct with peace, and the wind's continuing noise made even it seem
patient.
</para>

<para>
My eyes were shut and I was dreaming, when a youthful voice made me see
an anxious Ageyli, a stranger, Daud, squatting by me. He appealed for
my compassion. His friend Farraj had burned their tent in a frolic, and
Saad, captain of Sharraf's Ageyl was going to beat him in punishment.
At my intercession he would be released. Saad happened, just then, to
visit me, and I put it to him, while Daud sat watching us, his mouth
slightly, eagerly, open; his eyelids narrowed over large, dark eyes,
and his straight brows furrowed with anxiety. Daud's pupils, set a
little in from the centre of the eyeball, gave him an air of acute
readiness.
</para>

<para>
Saad's reply was not comforting. The pair were always in trouble, and
of late so outrageous in their tricks that Sharraf, the severe, had
ordered an example to be made of them. All he could do for my sake was
to let Daud share the ordained sentence. Daud leaped at the chance,
kissed my hand and Saad's and ran off up the valley; while Saad,
laughing, told me stories of the famous pair. They were an instance of
the eastern boy and boy affection which the segregation of women made
inevitable. Such friendships often led to manly loves of a depth and
force beyond our flesh-steeped conceit. When innocent they were hot and
unashamed. If sexuality entered, they passed into a give and take,
unspiritual relation, like marriage.
</para>

<para>
Next day Sharraf did not come. Our morning passed with Auda talking of
the march in front, while Nasir with forefinger and thumb flicked
sputtering matches from the box across his tent at us. In the midst of
our merriment two bent figures, with pain in their eyes, but crooked
smiles upon their lips, hobbled up and saluted. These were Daud the
hasty and his love-fellow, Farraj; a beautiful, soft-framed, girlish
creature, with innocent, smooth face and swimming eyes. They said they
were for my service. I had no need of them; and objected that after
their beating they could not ride. They replied they had now come
bare-backed. I said I was a simple man who disliked servants about him.
Daud turned away, defeated and angry; but Farraj pleaded that we must have
men, and they would follow me for company and out of gratitude. While
the harder Daud revolted, he went over to Nasir and knelt in appeal,
all the woman of him evident in his longing. At the end, on Nasir's
advice, I took them both, mainly because they looked so young and
clean.
</para>

</chapter>

<chapter>
<chapheader>
<chapnum></chapnum>
<title>
CHAPTER XLI
</title>
</chapheader>


<para>
Sharraf delayed to come until the third morning, but then we heard him
loudly, for the Arabs of his raiding force fired slow volleys of shots
into the air, and the echoes were thrown about the windings of the
valley till even the barren hills seemed to join in the salute. We
dressed in our cleanest to go and call on him. Auda wore the splendours
he had bought at Wejh: a mouse-coloured greatcoat of broadcloth with
velvet collar, and yellow elastic-sided boots: these below his
streaming hair and ruined face of a tired tragedian! Sharraf was kind
to us, for he had captured prisoners on the line and blown up rails and
a culvert. One piece of his news was that in Wadi Diraa, on our road,
were pools of rain-water, new fallen and sweet. This would shorten our
waterless march to Fejr by fifty miles, and remove its danger of
thirst; a great benefit, for our total water carriage came to about
twenty gallons, for fifty men; too slender a margin of safety.
</para>

<para>
Next day we left Abu Raga near mid-afternoon, not sorry, for this
beautiful place had been unhealthy for us and fever had bothered us
during our three days in its confined bed. Auda led us up a tributary
valley which soon widened into the plain of the Shegg--a sand flat.
About it, in scattered confusion, sat small islands and pinnacles of
red sandstone, grouped like seracs, wind-eroded at the bases till they
looked very fit to fall and block the road; which wound in and out
between them, through narrows seeming to give no passage, but always
opening into another bay of blind alleys. Through this maze Auda led
unhesitatingly; digging along on his camel, elbows out, hands poised
swaying in the air by his shoulders.
</para>

<para>
There were no footmarks on the ground, for each wind swept like a great
brush over the sand surface, stippling the traces of the last
travellers till the surface was again a pattern of innumerable tiny
virgin waves. Only the dried camel droppings, which were lighter than
the sand and rounded like walnuts, escaped over its ripples.
</para>

<para>
They rolled about, to be heaped in corners by the skirling winds. It
was perhaps by them, as much as by his unrivalled road-sense, that Auda
knew the way. For us, the rock shapes were constant speculation and
astonishment; their granular surfaces and red colour and the curved
chiselling of the sand-blast upon them softened the sunlight, to give
our streaming eyes relief.
</para>

<para>
In the mid-march we perceived five or six riders coming from the
railway. I was in front with Auda, and we had that delicious thrill:
fiend or enemy?' of meeting strangers in the desert, whilst we
circumspectly drew across to the vantage side which kept the rifle-arm
free for a snap shot; but when they came nearer we saw they were of the
Arab forces. The first, riding loosely on a hulking camel, with the
unwieldy Manchester-made timber saddle of the British Camel Corps, was
a fair-haired, shaggy-bearded Englishman in tattered uniform. This we
guessed must be Hornby, Newcombe's pupil, the wild engineer who vied
with him in smashing the railway. After we had exchanged greetings, on
this our first meeting, he told me that Newcombe had lately gone to
Wejh to talk over his difficulties with Feisal and make fresh plans to
meet them.
</para>

<para>
Newcombe had constant difficulties owing to excess of zeal, and his
habit of doing four times more than any other Englishman would do; ten
times what the Arabs thought needful or wise. Hornby spoke little
Arabic; and Newcombe not enough to persuade, though enough to give
orders; but orders were not in place inland. The persistent pair would
cling for weeks to the railway edge, almost without helpers, often
without food, till they had exhausted either explosives or camels and
had to return for more. The barrenness of the hills made their trips
hungry for camels, and they wore out Feisal's best animals in turn. In
this Newcombe was chief sinner, for his journeys were done at the trot;
also, as a surveyor, he could not resist a look from each high hill
over the country he crossed, to the exasperation of his escort who must
either leave him to his own courses (a lasting disgrace to abandon a
companion of the road), or founder their own precious and irreplaceable
camels in keeping pace with him. 'Newcombe is like fire,' they used to
complain; Tie burns friend and enemy'; and they admired his amazing
energy with nervous shrinking lest they should be his next friendly
victims.
</para>

<para>
Arabs told me Newcombe would not sleep except head on rails, and that
Hornby would worry the metals with his teeth when gun-cotton failed.
These were legends, but behind them lay a sense of their joint
insatiate savagery in destroying till there was no more to destroy.
Four Turkish labour battalions they kept busy, patching culverts,
relaying sleepers, jointing new rails; and gun-cotton had to come in
increasing tons to Wejh to meet their appetites. They were wonderful,
but their too-great excellence discouraged our feeble teams, making
them ashamed to exhibit their inferior talent: so Newcombe and Hornby
remained as individualists, barren of the seven-fold fruits of
imitation.
</para>

<para>
At sunset we reached the northern limit of the ruined sandstone land,
and rode up to a new level, sixty feet higher than the old, blue-black
and volcanic, with a scattered covering of worn basalt-blocks, small as
a man's hand, neatly bedded like cobble paving over a floor of fine,
hard, black cinder-debris of themselves. The rain in its long pelting
seemed to have been the agent of these stony surfaces by washing away
the lighter dust from above and between, till the stones, set closely
side by side and as level as a carpet, covered all the face of the
plain and shielded from direct contact with weather the salty mud which
filled the interstices of the lava flow beneath. It grew easier going,
and Auda ventured to carry on after the light had failed, marching upon
the Polar Star.
</para>

<para>
It was very dark; a pure night enough, but the black stone underfoot
swallowed the light of the stars, and at seven o'clock, when at last we
halted, only four of our party were with us. We had reached a gentle
valley, with a yet damp, soft, sandy bed, full of thorny brushwood,
unhappily useless as camel food. We ran about tearing up these bitter
bushes by the roots and heaping them in a great pyre, which Auda lit.
When the fire grew hot a long black snake wormed slowly out into our
group; we must have gathered it, torpid, with the twigs. The flames
went shining across the dark flat, a beacon to the heavy camels which
had lagged so much to-day that it was two hours before the last group
arrived, the men singing their loudest, partly to encourage themselves
and their hungry animals over the ghostly plain, partly so that we
might know them friends. We wished their slowness slower, because of
our warm fire. In the night some of our camels strayed and our people
had to go looking for them so long, that it was nearly eight o'clock,
and we had baked bread and eaten, before again we started. Our track
lay across more lava-field, but to our morning strength the stones
seemed rarer, and waves or hard surfaces of laid sand often drowned
them smoothly with a covering as good to march on as a tennis court. We
rode fast over this for six or seven miles, and then turned west of a
low cinder-crater across the flat, dark, stony watershed which divided
Jizil from the basin in which the railway ran. These great water
systems up here at their springing were shallow, sandy beds, scoring
involved yellow lines across the blue-black plain. From our height the
lie of the land was patent for miles, with the main features coloured
in layers, like a map.
</para>

<para>
We marched steadily till noon, and then sat out on the bare ground till
three; an uneasy halt made necessary by our fear that the dejected
camels, so long accustomed only to the sandy tracks of the coastal
plain, might have their soft feet scorched by the sun-baked stones, and
go lame with us on the road. After we mounted, the going became worse,
and we had continually to avoid large fields of piled basalt, or deep
yellow watercourses which cut through the crust into the soft stone
beneath. After a while red sandstone again cropped out in crazy
chimneys, from which the harder layers projected knife-sharp in level
shelves beyond the soft, crumbling rock. At last these sandstone ruins
became plentiful, in the manner of yesterday, and stood grouped about
our road in similar chequered yards of light and shade. Again we
marvelled at the sureness with which Auda guided our little party
through the mazy rocks.
</para>

<para>
They passed, and we re-entered volcanic ground. Little pimply craters
stood about, often two or three together, and from them spines of high,
broken basalt led down like disordered causeways across the barren
ridges; but these craters looked old, not sharp and well-kept like
those of Ras Gara, near Wadi Ais, but worn and degraded, sometimes
nearly to surface level by a great bay broken into their central
hollow. The basalt which ran out from them was a coarse bubbled rock,
like Syrian dolerite. The sand-laden winds had ground its exposed
surfaces to a pitted smoothness like orange-rind, and the sunlight had
faded out its blue to a hopeless grey.
</para>

<para>
Between craters the basalt was strewn in small tetrahedra, with angles
rubbed and rounded, stone tight to stone like tesseract upon a bed of
pink-yellow mud. The ways worn across such flats by the constant
passage of camels were very evident, since the slouching tread had
pushed the blocks to each side of the path, and the thin mud of wet
weather had run into these hollows and now inlaid them palely against
the blue. Less-used roads for hundreds of yards were like narrow
ladders across the stone-fields, for the tread of each foot was filled
in with clean yellow mud, and ridges or bars of the blue-grey stone
remained between each stepping place. After a stretch of such stone-laying
would be a field of jet-black basalt cinders, firm as concrete
in tie sun-baked mud, and afterwards a valley of soft, black sand, with
more crags of weathered sandstone rising from the blackness, or from
waves of the wind-blown red and yellow grains of their own decay.
</para>

<para>
Nothing in the march was normal or reassuring. We felt we were in an
ominous land, incapable of life, hostile even to the passing of life,
except painfully along such sparse roads as time had laid across its
face. We were forced into a single file of weary camels, picking a
hesitant way step by step through the boulders for hour after hour. At
last Auda pointed ahead to a fifty-foot ridge of large twisted blocks,
lying coursed one upon the other as they had writhed and shrunk in
their cooling. There was the limit of lava; and he and I rode on
together and saw in front of us an open rolling plain (Wadi Aish) of
fine scrub and golden sand, with green bushes scattered here and there.
It held a very little water in holes which someone had scooped after
the rainstorm of three weeks ago. We camped by them and drove our
unladen camels out till sunset, to graze for the first adequate time
since Abu Raga.
</para>

<para>
While they were scattered over the land, mounted men appeared on the
horizon to the east, making towards the water. They came on too quickly
to be honest, and fired at our herdsmen; but the rest of us ran at once
upon the scattered reefs and knolls, shooting or shouting. Hearing us
so many they drew off as fast as their camels would go; and from the
ridge in the dusk we saw them, a bare dozen in all, scampering away
towards the line. We were glad to see them avoid us so thoroughly. Auda
thought they were a Shammar patrol.
</para>

<para>
At dawn we saddled up for the short stage to Diraa, the water pools of
which Sharraf had told us. The first miles were through the grateful
sand and scrub of Wadi Aish, and afterwards we crossed a simple lava
flat. Then came a shallow valley, more full of sandstone pillars and
mushrooms and pinnacles than anywhere yesterday. It was a mad country,
of nine-pins from ten to sixty feet in height. The sand-paths between
them were wide enough for one only, and our long column wound blindly
through, seldom a dozen of us having common sight at once. This ragged
thicket of stone was perhaps a third of a mile in width, and stretched
like a red copse to right and left across our path.
</para>

<para>
Beyond it a graded path over black ledges of rotten stone led us to a
plateau strewn with small, loose, blue-black basalt shards. After a
while we entered Wadi Diraa and marched down its bed for an hour or
more, sometimes over loose grey stone, sometimes along a sandy bottom
between low lips of rock. A deserted camp with empty sardine tins gave
proof of Newcombe and Hornby. Behind were the limpid pools, and we
halted there till afternoon; for we were now quite near the railway,
and had to drink our stomachs full and fill our few water-skins, ready
for the long dash to Fejr.
</para>

<para>
In the halt Auda came down to see Farraj and Daud dress my camel with
butter for relief against the intolerable itch of mange which had
broken out recently on its face. The dry pasturage of the Billi country
and the infected ground of Wejh had played havoc with our beasts. In ahl
Feisal's stud of riding-camels there was not one healthy; in our
little expedition every camel was weakening daily. Nasir was full of
anxiety lest many break down in the forced march before us and leave
their riders stranded in the desert.
</para>

<para>
We had no medicines for mange and could do little for it in spite of
our need. However, the rubbing and anointing did make my animal more
comfortable, and we repeated it as often as Farraj or Daud could find
butter in our party. These two boys were giving me great satisfaction.
They were brave and cheerful beyond the average of Arab servant-kind.
As their aches and pains wore off they showed themselves active, good
riders, and willing workmen. I liked their freedom towards myself and
admired their instinctive understanding with one another against the
demands of the world.
</para>

</chapter>

<chapter>
<chapheader>
<chapnum></chapnum>
<title>
CHAPTER XLII
</title>
</chapheader>


<para>
By a quarter to four we were in the saddle, going down Wadi Diraa, into
steep and high ridges of shifting sand, sometimes with a cap of harsh
red rock jutting from them. After a while, three or four of us, in
advance of the main body, climbed a sand-peak on hands and knees to spy
out the railway. There was no air, and the exercise was more than we
required; but our reward was immediate, for the line showed itself
quiet and deserted-looking, on a green flat at the mouth of the deep
valley down which the rest of the company was marching circumspectly
with ready weapons.
</para>

<para>
We checked the men at the bottom of their narrow sand-fold, whilst we
studied the railway. Everything was indeed peaceful and empty, even to
the abandoned blockhouse in a rich patch of rank grass and weeds
between us and the line. We ran to the edge of the rock-shelf, leaped
out from it into the fine dry sand, and rolled down in a magnificent
slide till we came to an abrupt and rather bruising halt in the level
ground beside the column. We mounted, to hurry our camels out to the
grazing, and leaving them there ran over to the railway and shouted the
others on.
</para>

<para>
This unmolested crossing was blessed, for Sharraf had warned us
seriously against the enemy patrols of mule-riding infantry and camel
corps, reinforced from the entrenched posts by infantry on trolleys
mounting machine-guns. Our riding-beasts we chased into the grass to
feed for a few minutes, while the heavy camels marched over the valley,
the line, and the farther flat, till sheltered in the sand and rock
mouths of the country beyond the railway. Meanwhile the Ageyl amused us
by fixing gun-cotton or gelatine charges about our crossing-place to as
many of the rails as we had time to reach, and when our munching camels
had been dragged away into safety on the far side of the line, we
began, in proper order, to light the fuses, filling the hollow valley
with the echoes of repeated bursts.
</para>

<para>
Auda had not before known dynamite, and with a child's first pleasure
was moved to a rush of hasty poetry on its powerful glory. We cut three
telegraph wires, and fastened the free ends to the saddles of six
riding-camels of the Howeitat. The astonished team struggled far into
the eastern valleys with the growing weight of twanging, tangling wire
and the bursting poles dragging after them. At last they could no
longer move. So we cut them loose and rode laughing after the caravan.
</para>

<para>
For five miles we proceeded in the growing dusk, between ridges which
seemed to run down like fingers from some knuckle in front of us. At
last their rise and fall became too sharp to be crossed with safety by
our weak animals in the dark, and we halted. The baggage and the bulk
of our riders were still ahead of us, keeping the advantage they had
gained while we played with the railway. In the night we could not find
them, for the Turks were shouting hard and shooting at shadows from
their stations on the line behind us; and we judged it prudent to keep
quiet ourselves, not lighting fires nor sending up signals to attract
attention.
</para>

<para>
However, ibn Dgheithir, in charge of the main body, had left a
connecting file behind, and so before we had fallen asleep, two men
came in to us, and reported that the rest were securely camped in the
hidden fold of a steep sand-bank a little further on. We threw our
saddle-bags again across our camels, and plodded after our guides in
the murky dark (to-night was almost the last night of the moon) till we
reached their hushed picket on the ridge, and bedded ourselves down
beside them without words.
</para>

<para>
In the morning Auda had us afoot before four, going uphill, till at
last we climbed a ridge, and plunged over, down a sand slope. Into it
our camels sank knee-deep, held upright despite themselves by its
clinging. They were able to make forward only by casting themselves on
and down its loose face, breaking their legs out of it by their bodies'
weight. At the bottom we found ourselves in the head-courses of a
valley, which trended towards the railway. Another half-hour took us to
the springing of this, and we breasted the low edge of the plateau
which was the watershed between Hejaz and Sirhan. Ten yards more, and
we were beyond the Red Sea slope of Arabia, fairly embarked upon the
mystery of its central drainage.
</para>

<para>
Seemingly it was a plain, with an illimitable view downhill to the
east, where one gentle level after another slowly modulated into a
distance only to be called distance because it was a softer blue, and
more hazy. The rising sun flooded this falling plain with a perfect
level of light, throwing up long shadows of almost imperceptible
ridges, and the whole life and play of a complicated ground-system--but
a transient one; for, as we looked at it, the shadows drew in towards
the dawn, quivered a last moment behind their mother-banks, and went
out as though at a common signal. Full morning had begun: the river of
sunlight, sickeningly in the full-face of us moving creatures, poured
impartially on every stone of the desert over which we had to go.
</para>

<para>
Auda struck out north-eastward, aiming for a little saddle which joined
the low ridge of Ugula to a lofty hill on the divide, to our left or
north about three miles away. We crossed the saddle after four miles,
and found beneath our feet little shallow runnels of water-courses in
the ground. Auda pointed to them, saying that they ran to Nebk in
Sirhan, and that we would follow their swelling bed northward and
eastward to the Howeitat in their summer camp.
</para>

<para>
A little later we were marching over a low ridge of slivers of
sandstone with the nature of slate, sometimes quite small, but other
times great slabs ten feet each way and, perhaps, four inches thick.
Auda ranged up beside my camel, and pointing with his riding-stick told
me to write down on my map the names and nature of the land. The
valleys on our left were the Seyal Abu Arad, rising in Selhub, and fed
by many successors from the great divide, as it prolonged itself
northward to Jebel Rufeiya by Tebuk. The valleys on our right were the
Siyul el Kelb, from Ugula, Agidat el Jemelein, Lebda and the other
ridges which bent round us in a strung bow eastward and north-eastward
carrying the great divide as it were in a foray out across the plain.
These two water systems united fifty miles before us in Fejr, which was
a tribe, its well, and the valley of its well. I cried Auda mercy of
his names, swearing I was no writer-down of unspoiled countries, or
pandar to geographical curiosity; and the old man, much pleased, began
to tell me personal notes and news of the chiefs with us, and in front
upon our line of march. His prudent talk whiled away the slow passage
of abominable desolation.
</para>

<para>
The Fejr Bedouin, whose property it was, called our plain El Houl
because it was desolate; and to-day we rode in it without seeing signs
of life; no tracks of gazelle, no lizards, no burrowing of rats, not
even any birds. We, ourselves, felt tiny in it, and our urgent progress
across its immensity was a stillness or immobility of futile effort.
The only sounds were the hollow echoes, like the shutting down of
pavements over vaulted places, of rotten stone slab on stone slab when
they tilted under our camels' feet; and the low but piercing rustle of
the sand, as it crept slowly westward before the hot wind along the
worn sandstone, under the harder overhanging caps which gave each reef
its eroded, rind-like shape.
</para>

<para>
It was a breathless wind, with the furnace taste sometimes known in
Egypt when a khamsin came; and, as the day went on and the sun rose in
the sky it grew stronger, more filled with the dust of the Nefudh, the
great sand desert of Northern Arabia, close by us over there, but
invisible through the haze. By noon it blew a half-gale, so dry that
our shrivelled lips cracked open, and the skin of our faces chapped;
while our eyelids, gone granular, seemed to creep back and bare our
shrinking eyes. The Arabs drew their head-clothes tightly across their
noses, and pulled the brow-folds forward like vizors with only a
narrow, loose-flapping slit of vision.
</para>

<para>
At this stifling price they kept their flesh unbroken, for they feared
the sand particles which would wear open the chaps into a painful
wound: but, for my own part, I always rather liked a khamsin, since its
torment seemed to fight against mankind with ordered conscious
malevolence, and it was pleasant to outface it so directly, challenging
its strength, and conquering its extremity. There was pleasure also in
the salt sweat-drops which ran singly down the long hair over my
forehead, and dripped like ice-water on my cheek. At first, I played at
catching them in my mouth; but, as we rode further into the desert and
the hours passed, the wind became stronger, thicker in dust, more
terrible in heat. All semblance of friendly contest passed. My camel's
pace became sufficient increase to the irritation of the choking waves,
whose dryness broke my skin and made my throat so painful that for
three days afterwards I could eat little of our stodgy bread. When
evening at last came to us I was content that my burned face still felt
the other and milder air of darkness.
</para>

<para>
We plodded on all the day (even without the wind forbidding us there
could have been no more luxury-halts under the shadow of blankets, if
we would arrive unbroken men with strong camels at el Fejr), and
nothing made us widen an eye or think a thought till after three in the
afternoon. Then, above two natural tumuli, we came to a cross-ridge
swelling at last into a hill. Auda huskily spat extra names at me.
</para>

<para>
Beyond it a long slope, slow degrees of a washed gravel surface with
stripings of an occasional torrent-bed, went down westward. Auda and I
trotted ahead together for relief against the intolerable slowness of
the caravan. This side the sunset glow a modest wall of hills barred
our way to the north. Shortly afterwards the Seil abu Arad, turning
east, swept along our front in a bed a fair mile wide; it was inches
deep with scrub as dry as dead wood, which crackled and split with
little spurts of dust when we began to gather it for a fire to show the
others where we had made the halt. We gathered and gathered vigorously,
till we had a great cock ready for lighting. Then we found that neither
of us had a match.
</para>

<para>
The mass did not arrive for an hour or more, when the wind had
altogether died away, and the evening, calm and black and full of
stars, had come down on us. Auda set a watch through the night, for
this district was in the line of raiding parties, and in the hours of
darkness there were no friends in Arabia. We had covered about fifty
miles this day; all we could at a stretch, and enough according to our
programme. So we halted the night hours; partly because our camels were
weak and ill, and grazing meant much to them, and partly because the
Howeitat were not intimate with this country, and feared to lose their
way if they should ride too boldly without seeing.
</para>

</chapter>

<chapter>
<chapheader>
<chapnum></chapnum>
<title>
CHAPTER XLIII
</title>
</chapheader>


<para>
Before dawn the following day we started down the bed of Seil Abu Arad
till the white sun came up over the Zibliyat hills ahead of us. We
turned more north to cut off an angle of the valley, and halted for
half an hour till we saw the main body coming. Then Auda, Nasir and
myself, unable longer to endure passively the hammer strokes of the sun
upon our bowed heads, pushed forward at a jerky trot. Almost at once we
lost sight of the others in the lymph-like heat-vapour throbbing across
the flat: but the road was evident, down the scrubby bed of Wadi Fejr.
</para>

<para>
At the height of noon we reached the well of our desire. It was about
thirty feet deep, stone-steyned, seemingly ancient. The water was
abundant, slightly brackish, but not ill-tasting when drunk fresh:
though it soon grew foul in a skin. The valley had flooded in some
burst of rain the year before, and therefore contained much dry and
thirsty pasturage: to this we loosed our camels. The rest came up, and
drew water and baked bread. We let the camels crop industriously till
nightfall, then watered them again, and pounded them under the bank a
half-mile from the water, for the night: thus leaving the well
unmolested in case raiders should need it in the dark hours. Yet our
sentries heard no one.
</para>

<para>
As usual we were off before dawn, though we had an easy march before
us; but the heated glare of the desert became so painful that we
designed to pass the midday in some shelter. After two miles the valley
spread out, and later we came to a low, broken cliff on the east bank
opposite the mouth of Seil Raugha. Here the country looked more green,
and we asked Auda to fetch us game. He sent Zaal one way and rode
westward himself across the open plain which stretched beyond view,
while we turned in to the cliffs and found beneath their fallen crags
and undercut ledges abundant shady nooks, cool against the sun and
restful for our unaccustomed eyes.
</para>

<para>
The hunters returned before noon, each with a good gazelle. We had
filled our water-skins at Fejr, and could use them up, for the water of
Abu Ajaj was near: so there was feasting on bread and meat in our stone
dens. These indulgences, amid the slow fatigue of long unbroken
marches, were grateful to the delicate townsfolk among us: to myself,
and to Zeki, and Nesib's Syrian servants, and in a lesser degree to
Nesib himself. Nasir's courtesy as host, and his fount of native
kindliness made him exquisite in attention to us whenever the road
allowed. To his patient teaching I owed most of my later competence to
accompany tribal Arabs on the march without ruining their range and
speed.
</para>

<para>
We rested till two in the afternoon, and reached our stage, Khabr Ajaj,
just before sunset, after a dull ride over a duller plain which
prolonged Wadi Fejr to the eastward for many miles. The pool was of
this year's rain, already turned thick; and brackish; but good for
camels and just possible for men to drink. It lay in a shallow double
depression by Wadi Fejr, whose flood had filled it two feet deep over
an area two hundred yards across. At its north end was a low sandstone
dump. We had thought to find Howeitat here; but the ground was grazed
bare and the water fouled by their animals, while they themselves were
gone. Auda searched for their tracks, but could find none: the wind-storms
had swept the sand-face into clean new ripples. However, since
they had come down here from Tubaik, they must have gone on and out
into Sirhan: so, if we went away northward, we should find them.
</para>

<para>
The following day, despite the interminable lapse of time, was only our
fourteenth from Wejh; and its sun rose upon us again marching. In the
afternoon we at last left Wadi Fejr to steer for Arfaja in Sirhan, a
point rather east of north. Accordingly, we inclined right, over flats
of limestone and sand, and saw a distant corner of the Great Nefudh,
the famous belts of sand-dune which cut off Jebel Shammar from the
Syrian Desert. Palgrave, the Blunts, and Gertrude Bell amongst the
storied travellers had crossed it, and I begged Auda to bear off a
little and let us enter it, and their company: but he growled that men
went to the Nefudh only of necessity, when raiding, and that the son of
his father did not raid on a tottering, mangy camel. Our business was
to reach Arfaja alive.
</para>

<para>
So we wisely marched on, over monotonous, glittering sand; and over
those worse stretches, 'Giaan', of polished mud, nearly as white and
smooth as laid paper, and often whole miles square. They blazed back
the sun into our faces with glassy vigour, so we rode with its light
raining direct arrows upon our heads, and its reflection glancing up
from the ground through our inadequate eyelids. It was not a steady
pressure, but a pain ebbing and flowing; at one time piling itself up
and up till we nearly swooned; and then falling away coolly, in a
moment of false shadow like a black web crossing the retina: these gave
us a moment's breathing space to store new capacity for suffering, like
the struggles to the surface of a drowning man.
</para>

<para>
We grew short-answered to one another; but relief came toward six
o'clock, when we halted for supper, and baked ourselves fresh bread. I
gave my camel what was left over of my share, for the poor animal went
tired and hungry in these bad marches. She was the pedigree camel given
by Ibn Saud of Nejd to King Hussein and by him to Feisal; a splendid
beast; rough, but sure-footed on hills, and great-hearted. Arabs of
means rode none but she-camels, since they went smoother under the
saddle than males, and were better tempered and less noisy: also, they
were patient and would endure to march long after they were worn out,
indeed until they tottered with exhaustion and fell in their tracks and
died: whereas the coarser males grew angry, flung themselves down when
tired, and from sheer rage would die there unnecessarily.
</para>

<para>
After dark we crawled for three hours, reaching the top of a sand-ridge.
There we slept thankfully, after a bad day of burning wind, dust
blizzards, and drifting sand which stung our inflamed faces, and at
times, in the greater gusts, wrapped the sight of our road from us and
drove our complaining camels up and down. But Auda was anxious about
the morrow, for another hot head-wind would delay us a third day in the
desert, and we had no water left: so he called us early in the night,
and we marched down into the plain of the Bisaita (so called in
derision, for its huge size and flatness), before day broke. Its fine
surface-litter of sun-browned flints was restfully dark after sunrise
for our streaming eyes, but hot and hard going for our camels, some of
which were already limping with sore feet.
</para>

<para>
Camels brought up on the sandy plains of the Arabian coast had delicate
pads to their feet; and if such animals were taken suddenly inland for
long marches over flints or other heat-retaining ground, their soles
would burn, and at last crack in a blister; leaving quick flesh, two
inches or more across, in the centre of the pad. In this state they
could march as ever over sand; but if, by chance, the foot came down on
a pebble, they would stumble, or flinch as though they had stepped on
fire, and in a long march might break down altogether unless they were
very brave. So we rode carefully, picking the softest way, Auda and
myself in front.
</para>

<para>
As we went, some little puffs of dust scurried into the eye of the
wind. Auda said they were ostriches. A man ran up to us with two great
ivory eggs. We settled to breakfast on this bounty of the Bisaita, and
looked for fuel; but in twenty minutes found only a wisp of grass. The
barren desert was defeating us. The baggage train passed, and my eye
fell on the loads of blasting gelatine. We broached a packet, shredding
it carefully into a fire beneath the egg propped on stones, till the
cookery was pronounced complete. Nasir and Nesib, really interested,
dismounted to scoff at us. Auda drew his silver-hilted dagger and
chipped the top of the first egg. A stink like a pestilence went across
our party. We fled to a clean spot, rolling the second egg hot before
us with gentle kicks. It was fresh enough, and hard as a stone. We dug
out its contents with the dagger on to the flint flakes which were our
platters, and ate it piecemeal; persuading even Nasir, who in his Me
before had never fallen so low as egg-meat, to take his share. The
general verdict was: tough and strong, but good in the Bisaita.
</para>

<para>
Zaal saw an oryx; stalked it on foot, and killed it. The better joints
were tied upon the baggage camels for the next halt, and our march
continued. Afterwards the greedy Howeitat saw more oryx in the distance
and went after the beasts, who foolishly ran a little; then stood still
and stared till the men were near, and, too late, ran away again. Their
white shining bellies betrayed them; for, by the magnification of the
mirage, they winked each move to us from afar.
</para>

</chapter>

<chapter>
<chapheader>
<chapnum></chapnum>
<title>
CHAPTER XLIV
</title>
</chapheader>


<para>
I was too weary, and too little sporting, to go out of the straight way
for all the rare beasts in the world; so I rode after the caravan,
which my camel overhauled quickly with her longer stride. At the tail
of it were my men, walking. They feared that some of their animals
would be dead before evening, if the wind blew stronger, but were
leading them by hand in hope of getting them in. I admired the contrast
between Mohammed the lusty, heavy-footed peasant, and the lithe Ageyl,
with Farraj and Daud dancing along, barefooted, delicate as
thoroughbreds. Only Gasim was not there: they thought him among the
Howeitat, for his surliness offended the laughing soldiery and kept him
commonly with the Beduin, who were more of his kidney.
</para>

<para>
There was no one behind, so I rode forward wishing to see how his camel
was: and at last found it, riderless, being led by one of the Howeitat.
His saddle-bags were on it, and his rifle and his food, but he himself
nowhere; gradually it dawned on us that the miserable man was lost.
This was a dreadful business, for in the haze and mirage the caravan
could not be seen two miles, and on the iron ground it made no tracks:
afoot he would never overtake us.
</para>

<para>
Everyone had marched on, thinking him elsewhere in our loose line; but
much time had passed and it was nearly midday, so he must be miles
back. His loaded camel was proof that he had not been forgotten asleep
at our night halt. The Ageyl ventured that perhaps he had dozed in the
saddle and fallen, stunning or killing himself: or perhaps someone of
the party had borne him a grudge. Anyway they did not know. He was an
ill-natured stranger, no charge on any of them, and they did not
greatly care.
</para>

<para>
True: but it was true also that Mohammed, his countryman and fellow,
who was technically his road-companion, knew nothing of the desert, had
a foundered camel, and could not turn back for him.
</para>

<para>
If I sent him, it would be murder. That shifted the difficulty to my
shoulders. The Howeitat, who would have helped, were away in the mirage
out of sight, hunting or scouting. Ibn Dgheithir's Ageyl were so
clannish that they would not put themselves about except for one
another. Besides Gasim was my man: and upon me lay the responsibility
of him.
</para>

<para>
I looked weakly at my trudging men, and wondered for a moment if I
could change with one, sending him back on my camel to the rescue. My
shirking the duty would be understood, because I was a foreigner: but
that was precisely the plea I did not dare set up, while I yet presumed
to help these Arabs in their own revolt. It was hard, anyway, for a
stranger to influence another people's national movement, and doubly
hard for a Christian and a sedentary person to sway Moslem nomads. I
should make it impossible for myself if I claimed, simultaneously, the
privileges of both societies.
</para>

<para>
So, without saying anything, I turned my unwilling camel round, and
forced her, grunting and moaning for her camel friends, back past the
long line of men, and past the baggage into the emptiness behind. My
temper was very unheroic, for I was furious with my other servants,
with my own play-acting as a Beduin, and most of all with Gasim, a
gap-toothed, grumbling fellow, skrimshank in all our marches,
bad-tempered, suspicious, brutal, a man whose engagement I regretted, and
of whom I had promised to rid myself as soon as we reached a
discharging-place. It seemed absurd that I should peril my weight in the
Arab adventure for a single worthless man.
</para>

<para>
My camel seemed to feel it also, by her deep grumbling; but that was a
constant recourse of ill-treated camels. From calfhood they were
accustomed to live in droves, and some grew too conventional to march
alone: while none would leave their habitual party without loud grief
and unwillingness, such as mine was showing. She turned her head back
on her long neck, lowing to the rest, and walked very slowly, and
bouncingly. It needed careful guidance to hold her on the road, and a
tap from my stick at every pace to keep her moving. However, after a
mile or two, she felt better, and began to go forward less
constrainedly, but still slowly. I had been noting our direction all
these days with my oil compass, and hoped, by its aid, to return nearly
to our starting place, seventeen miles away.
</para>

<para>
Before twenty minutes, the caravan was out of sight, and it was borne
in on me how really barren the Bisaita was. Its only marks were the old
sanded samh pits, across all possible of which I rode, because my camel
tracks would show in them, and be so many blazes of the way back. This
samh was the wild flour of the Sherarat; who, poor in all but
camel-stocks, made it a boast to find the desert sufficient for their
every need. When mixed with dates and loosened with butter, it was good
food.
</para>

<para>
The pits, little threshing floors, were made by pushing aside the
flints over a circle of ten feet across. The flints, heaped up round
the rim of the pit, made it inches deep, and in this hollow place the
women collected and beat out the small red seed. The constant winds,
sweeping since over them, could not indeed put back the flint surface
(that would perhaps be done by the rain in thousands of winters), but
had levelled them up with pale blown sand, so that the pits were grey
eyes in the black stony surface.
</para>

<para>
I had ridden about an hour and a half, easily, for the following breeze
had let me wipe the crust from my red eyes and look forward almost
without pain: when I saw a figure, or large bush, or at least something
black ahead of me. The shifting mirage disguised height or distance;
but this thing seemed moving, a little east of our course. On chance I
turned my camel's head that way, and in a few minutes saw that it was
Gasim. When I called he stood confusedly; I rode up and saw that he was
nearly blinded and silly, standing there with his arms held out to me,
and his black mouth gaping open. The Ageyl had put our last water in my
skin, and this he spilled madly over his face and breast, in haste to
drink. He stopped babbling, and began to wail out his sorrows. I sat
him, pillion, on the camel's rump; then stirred her up and mounted.
</para>

<para>
At our turn the beast seemed relieved, and moved forward freely. I set
an exact compass course, so exact that often I found our old tracks, as
little spurts of paler sand scattered over the brown-black flint. In
spite of our double weight the camel began to stride out, and at times
she even put her head down and for a few paces developed that fast and
most comfortable shuffle to which the best animals, while young, were
broken by skilled riders. This proof of reserve spirit in her rejoiced
me, as did the little time lost in search.
</para>

<para>
Gasim was moaning impressively about the pain and terror of his thirst:
I told him to stop; but he went on, and began to sit loosely; until at
each step of the camel he bumped down on her hinder quarters with a
crash, which, like his crying, spurred her to greater pace. There was
danger in this, for we might easily founder her so. Again I told him to
stop, and when he only screamed louder, hit him and swore that for
another sound I would throw him off. The threat, to which my general
rage gave colour, worked. After it he clung on grimly without sound.
</para>

<para>
Not four miles had passed when again I saw a black bubble, lunging and
swaying in the mirage ahead. It split into three, and swelled. I
wondered if they were enemy. A minute later the haze unrolled with the
disconcerting suddenness of illusion; and it was Auda with two of
Nasir's men come back to look for me. I yelled jests and scoffs at them
for abandoning a friend in the desert. Auda pulled his beard and
grumbled that had he been present I would never have gone back. Gasim
was transferred with insults to a better rider's saddle-pad, and we
ambled forward together.
</para>

<para>
Auda pointed to the wretched hunched-up figure and denounced me, 'For
that thing, not worth a camel's price . . .' I interrupted him with
'Not worth a half-crown, Auda', and he, delighted in his simple mind,
rode near Gasim, and struck him sharply, trying to make him repeat,
like a parrot, his price. Gasim bared his broken teeth in a grin of
rage and afterwards sulked on. In another hour we were on the heels of
the baggage camels, and as we passed up the inquisitive line of our
caravan, Auda repeated my joke to each pair, perhaps forty times in
all, till I had seen to the full its feebleness.
</para>

<para>
Gasim explained that he had dismounted to ease nature, and had missed
the party afterwards in the dark: but, obviously, he had gone to sleep,
where he dismounted, with the fatigue of our slow, hot journeying. We
rejoined Nasir and Nesib in the van. Nesib was vexed with me, for
perilling the lives of Auda and myself on a whim. It was clear to him
that I reckoned they would come back for me. Nasir was shocked at his
ungenerous outlook, and Auda was glad to rub into a townsman the
paradox of tribe and city; the collective responsibility and
group-brotherhood of the desert, contrasted with the isolation and
competitive living of the crowded districts.
</para>

<para>
Over this little affair hours had passed, and the rest of the day
seemed not so long; though the heat became worse, and the sandblast
stiffened in our faces till the air could be seen and heard, whistling
past our camels like smoke. The ground was flat and featureless till
five o'clock, when we saw low mounds ahead, and a little later found
ourselves in comparative peace, amid sand-hills coated slenderly with
tamarisk. These were the Kaseim of Sirhan. The bushes and the dunes
broke the wind, it was sunset, and the evening mellowed and reddened on
us from the west. So I wrote in my diary that Sirhan was beautiful.
</para>

<para>
Palestine became a land of milk and honey to those who had spent forty
years in Sinai: Damascus had the name of an earthly paradise to the
tribes which could enter it only after weeks and weeks of painful
marching across the flint-stones of this northern desert: and likewise
the Kaseim of Arfaja in which we spent that night, after five days
across the blazing Houl in the teeth of a sand-storm, looked fresh and
countryfied. They were raised only a few feet above the Bisaita, and
from them valleys seemed to run down towards the east into a huge
depression where lay the well we wanted: but now that we had crossed
the desert and reached the Sirhan safely, the terror of thirst had
passed and we knew fatigue to be our chief ill. So we agreed to camp
for the night where we were, and to make beacon fires for the slave of
Nuri Shaalan, who, like Gasim, had disappeared from our caravan to-day.
</para>

<para>
We were not greatly perturbed about him. He knew the country and his
camel was under him. It might be that he had intentionally taken the
direct way to Jauf, Nuri's capital, to earn the reward of first news
that we came with gifts. However it was, he did not come that night,
nor next day; and when, months after, I asked Nuri of him, he replied
that his dried body had lately been found, lying beside his unplundered
camel far out in the wilderness. He must have lost himself in the
sand-haze and wandered till his camel broke down; and there died of thirst
and heat. Not a long death--even for the very strongest a second day in
summer was all--but very painful; for thirst was an active malady; a
fear and panic which tore at the brain and reduced the bravest man to a
stumbling babbling maniac in an hour or two: and then the sun killed
him.
</para>

</chapter>

<chapter>
<chapheader>
<chapnum></chapnum>
<title>
CHAPTER XLV
</title>
</chapheader>


<para>
Having not a mouthful of water we of course ate nothing: which made it
a continent night. Yet the certainty of drink on the morrow let us
sleep easily, lying on our bellies to prevent the inflation of
foodlessness. Arab habit was to fill themselves to vomiting point at
each well, and either to go dry to the next; or, if they carried water,
to use it lavishly at the first halt, drinking and bread-making. As my
ambition was to avoid comment upon my difference, I copied them,
trusting with reason that their physical superiority was not great
enough to trap me into serious harm. Actually I only once went ill with
thirst.
</para>

<para>
Next morning we rode down slopes, over a first ridge, and a second, and
a third; each three miles from the other; till at eight o'clock we
dismounted by the wells of Arfaja, the sweet-smelling bush so called
being fragrant all about us. We found the Sirhan not a valley, but a
long fault draining the country on each side of it and collecting the
waters into the successive depressions of its bed. The ground surface
was of flinty gravel, alternating with soft sand; and the aimless
valleys seemed hardly able to trace their slow and involved levels
between the loose sand-dunes, over which blew the feathery tamarisk;
its whipcord roots binding the slopes together.
</para>

<para>
The unlined wells were dug about eighteen feet, to water creamy to the
touch with a powerful smell and brackish taste. We found it delicious,
and since there was greenstuff about, good for camel food, decided to
stay here the day while we searched for the Howeitat by sending to
Maigua, the southernmost well of Sirhan. So we should establish whether
they were behind us; and if they were not, could march towards the
north with confidence that we were on their track.
</para>

<para>
Hardly, however, had our messenger ridden off when one of the Howeitat
saw riders hiding in the scrub to the northward of us.
</para>

<para>
Instantly they called to arms. Mohammed el Dheilan, first into the
saddle, with other Toweiha galloped out against the supposed enemy;
Nasir and I mustered the Ageyl (whose virtue lay not in fighting
Beduin-fashion with Beduins) and placed them in sets about the dunes so
as reasonably to defend the baggage. However, the enemy got off.
Mohammed returned after half an hour to say that he had not made
relentless pursuit for pity of the condition of his camel. He had seen
only three tracks and supposed that the men had been scouts of a
Shammar raiding party in the neighbourhood, Arfaja being commonly
infested by them.
</para>

<para>
Auda called up Zaal, his nephew, the keenest eye of all the Howeitat,
and told him to go out and discover the enemy's number and intention.
Zaal was a lithe metallic man, with a bold appraising look, cruel lips,
and a thin laugh, full of the brutality which these nomad Howeitat had
caught from the peasantry. He went off and searched; but found the
thicket of brushwood about us full of tracks; while the tamarisk kept
the wind off the sandy floor, and made it impossible to distinguish
particularly the footprints of to-day.
</para>

<para>
The afternoon passed peacefully, and we lulled ourselves, though we
kept a sentry on the head of the great dune behind the water-holes. At
sunset I went down and washed myself in the smarting brine; and on my
way back halted at the Ageyl fire to take coffee with them, while
listening to their Nejdi Arabic. They began to tell me long stories of
Captain Shakespear, who had been received by ibn Saud in Riyadh as a
personal friend, and had crossed Arabia from the Persian Gulf to Egypt;
and been at last killed in battle by the Shammar in a set-back which
the champions of Nejd had suffered during one of their periodic wars.
</para>

<para>
Many of the Ageyl of ibn Dgheithir had travelled with him, as escort or
followers, and had tales of his magnificence and of the strange
seclusion in which he kept himself day and night. The Arabs, who
usually lived in heaps, suspected some ulterior reason for any too
careful privacy. To remember this, and to foreswear all selfish peace
and quiet while wandering with them, was one of the least pleasant
lessons of the desert war: and humiliating, too, for it was a part of
pride with Englishmen to hug solitude; ourselves finding ourselves to
be remarkable, when there was no competition present.
</para>

<para>
While we talked the roasted coffee was dropped with three grains of
cardamom into the mortar. Abdulla brayed it; with the dring-drang,
dring-drang pestle strokes of village Nejd, two equal pairs of LEGATO
beats. Mohammed el Dheilan heard, came silently across the sand and
sank down, slowly, groaningly, camel-like, on the ground by me.
Mohammed was a companionable fellow; a powerful, thinking man with much
wry humour, and an affection of sour craft, sometimes justified by his
acts, but generally disclosing a friendly cynical nature. In build he
was unusually strong and well-grown, not much under six feet in height;
a man of perhaps thirty-eight, determined and active, with a high-coloured
face ruggedly lined, and very baffling eyes.
</para>

<para>
He was second man of the Abu Tayi; richer and having more followers
than Auda, and with more taste for the luscious. He had a little house
in Maan, landed property (and it was whispered, 'cattle') near Tafileh.
Under his influence the war parties of the Abu Tayi rode out
delicately, with sunshades to defend them from the fierce rays of the
sun and with bottles of mineral water in their saddle-bags as
refreshment upon the journey. He was the brain of the tribal councils
and directed their politics. His sore-headed critical spirit pleased
me; and often I used his intelligence and greed to convert him to my
party before broaching a new idea.
</para>

<para>
The long ride in company had made companions of our minds and bodies.
The hazardous goal was in our thoughts, day and night; consciously and
unconsciously we were training ourselves; reducing our wills to the
single purpose which oftenest engrossed these odd moments of talk about
an evening fire. And we were so musing while the coffee-maker boiled up
his coffee, tapped it down again, made a palm-fibre mat to strain it
before he poured (grounds in the cup were evil manners), when there
came a volley from the shadowy dunes east of us and one of the Ageyl
toppled forward into the centre of the firelit circle with a screech.
</para>

<para>
Mohammed with his massive foot thrust a wave of sand over the fire and
in the quick blinding darkness we rolled behind banks of tamarisk and
scattered to get rifles, while our outlying pickets began to return the
fire, aiming hurriedly towards the flashes. We had unlimited ammunition
in our hand, and did not stint to show it.
</para>

<para>
Gradually the enemy slackened, astonished perhaps at our preparedness.
Finally his fire stopped, and we held our own, listening for a rush or
for attack from a new quarter. For half an hour we lay still; and
silent, but for the groans, and at last the death struggle of the man
hit with the first volley. Then we were impatient of waiting longer.
Zaal went out to report what was happening to the enemy. After another
half-hour he called to us that no one was left within reach. They had
ridden away: about twenty of them, in his trained opinion.
</para>

<para>
Despite Zaal's assurances, we passed a restless night, and in the
morning before dawn we buried Assaf, our first casualty, and moved off
northward, keeping the bottom of the hollow, with the sand-hills mostly
on our left. We rode for five hours and then halted for breakfast on
the south bank of a great spill of torrent-beds running down into the
Sirhan from the south-west. Auda told me these were the mouths of Seil
Fejr, the valley whose head we had seen at Selhub and whose bed we had
followed right across the Houl.
</para>

<para>
The grazing was better than at Arfaja, and we allowed our camels the
four hours of noon to fill themselves--a poor proceeding, for the midday
grazing was not profitable to them, though we enjoyed ourselves in the
shadow of our blankets, sleeping out the sleep we had missed the night
before. Here in the open, away from all possibility of hidden approach,
was no fear of disturbance, and our displayed strength and confidence
might dissuade the invisible enemy. Our desire was to fight Turks, and
this inter-Arab business was sheer waste. In the afternoon we rode on
twelve miles to a sharp group of firm sand-hills, enclosing an open
space big enough for us, and commanding the country round about. We
halted there, in anticipation of another night attack.
</para>

<para>
Next morning we did a fast march of five hours (our camels being full
of life after their ease of yesterday) to an oasis-hollow of stunted
palm-trees, with tamarisk clumps here and there, and plentiful water,
about seven feet underground, tasting sweeter than the water of Arfaja.
Yet this also upon experience proved 'Sirhan water', the first drink of
which was tolerable, but which refused a lather to soap, and developed
(after two days in closed vessels) a foul smell and a taste destructive
to the intended flavour of coffee, tea, or bread.
</para>

<para>
Verily we were tiring of Wadi Sirhan, though Nesib and Zeki still
designed works of plantation and reclamation here for the Arab
Government when by them established. Such vaulting imagination was
typical of Syrians, who easily persuaded themselves of possibilities,
and as quickly reached forward to lay their present responsibilities on
others. 'Zeki,' said I one day, 'your camel is full of mange.' 'Alas,
and alack,' agreed he mournfully, 'in the evening, very quickly, when
the sun is low, we shall dress her skin with ointment.'
</para>

<para>
During our next ride, I mentioned mange once more. 'Aha,' said Zeki,
'it has given me a full idea. Conceive the establishment of a
Veterinary Department of State, for Syria, when Damascus is ours. We
shall have a staff of skilled surgeons, with a school of probationers
and students, in a central hospital, or rather central hospitals, for
camels and for horses, and for donkeys and cattle, even (why not?) for
sheep and goats. There must be scientific and bacteriological branches
to make researches into universal cures for animal disease. And what
about a library of foreign books? . . . and district hospitals to feed
the central, and travelling inspectors. . . .' With Nesib's eager
collaboration he carved Syria into four inspectorates general, and many
sub-inspectorates.
</para>

<para>
Again on the morrow there was mention of mange. They had slept on their
labour, and the scheme was rounding out. 'Yet, my dear, it is
imperfect; and our nature stops not short of perfection. We grieve to
see you thus satisfied to snatch the merely opportune. It is an English
fault.' I dropped into their vein. 'O Nesib,' said I, 'and O Zeki, will
not perfection, even in the least of things, entail the ending of this
world? Are we ripe for that? When I am angry I pray God to swing our
globe into the fiery sun, and prevent the sorrows of the not-yet-born:
but when I am content, I want to lie for ever in the shade, till I
become a shade myself.' Uneasily they shifted the talk to stud farms,
and on the sixth day the poor camel died. Very truly, 'Because', as
Zeki pointed out, 'you did not dress her'. Auda, Nasir, and the rest of
us kept our beasts going by constant care. We could, perhaps, just
stave the mange off till we should reach the camp of some well-provided
tribe, and be able to procure medicines, with which to combat the
disease whole-heartedly.
</para>

<para>
A mounted man came bearing down upon us. Tension there was, for a
moment; but then the Howeitat hailed him. He was one of their herdsmen,
and greetings were exchanged in an unhurried voice, as was proper in
the desert, where noise was a low-bred business at the best, and urban
at its worst.
</para>

<para>
He told us the Howeitat were camped in front, from Isawiya to Nebk,
anxiously waiting our news. All was well with their tents. Auda's
anxiety passed and his eagerness kindled. We rode fast for an hour to
Isawiya and the tents of Ali abu Fitna, chief of one of Auda's clans.
Old Ah', rheumy-eyed, red and unkempt, into whose jutting beard a long
nose perpetually dripped, greeted us warmly and urged us to the
hospitality of his tent. We excused ourselves as too many, and camped
near by under some thorns, while he and the other tent-holders made
estimate of our numbers, and prepared feasts for us in the evening, to
each group of tents its little batch of visitors. The meal took hours
to produce, and it was long after dark when they called us to it. I
woke and stumbled across, ate, made my way back to our couched camels
and slept again.
</para>

<para>
Our march was prosperously over. We had found the Howeitat: our men
were in excellent fettle: we had our gold and our explosives still
intact. So we drew happily together in the morning to a solemn council
on action. There was agreement that first we should present six
thousand pounds to Nuri Shaalan, by whose sufferance we were in Sirhan.
We wanted from him liberty to stay while enrolling and preparing our
fighting men; and when we moved off we wanted him to look after their
families and tents and herds.
</para>

<para>
These were great matters. It was determined that Auda himself should
ride to Nuri on embassy, because they were friends. Nuri's was too near
and too big a tribe for Auda to fight, however lordly his delight in
war. Self-interest, accordingly, had prompted the two great men to an
alliance: and acquaintance had bred a whimsical regard, by virtue of
which each suffered the other's oddities with patience. Auda would
explain to Nuri what we hoped to do, and Feisal's desire that he make a
public demonstration of adherence to Turkey. Only so could he cover us,
while still pleasing the Turks.
</para>

</chapter>

<chapter>
<chapheader>
<chapnum></chapnum>
<title>
CHAPTER XLVI
</title>
</chapheader>

<para>
Meanwhile we would stay with Ali abu Fitna, moving gently northward
with him towards Nebk, where Auda would tell all the Abu Tayi to
collect. He would be back from Nuri before they were united. This was
the business, and we laded six bags of gold into Auda's saddle-bags,
and off he went. Afterwards the chiefs of the Fitenna waited on us, and
said that they were honoured to feast us twice a day, forenoon and
sunset, so long as we remained with them; and they meant what they
said. Howeitat hospitality was unlimited--no three-day niggardliness
for them of the nominal desert law--and importunate, and left us no
honourable escape from the entirety of the nomad's dream of well-being.
</para>

<para>
Each morning, between eight and ten, a little group of blood mares
under an assortment of imperfect saddlery would come to our camping
place, and on them Nasir, Nesib, Zeki and I would mount, and with
perhaps a dozen of our men on foot would move solemnly across the
valley by the sandy paths between the bushes. Our horses were led by
our servants, since it would be immodest to ride free or fast. So
eventually we would reach the tent which was to be our feast-hall for
that time; each family claiming us in turn, and bitterly offended if
Zaal, the adjudicator, preferred one out of just order.
</para>

<para>
As we arrived, the dogs would rush out at us, and be driven off by
onlookers--always a crowd had collected round the chosen tent--and we
stepped in under the ropes to its guest half, made very large for the
occasion and carefully dressed with its wall-curtain on the sunny side
to give us the shade. The bashful host would murmur and vanish again
out of sight. The tribal rugs, lurid red things from Bey-rout, were
ready for us, arranged down the partition curtain, along the back wall
and across the dropped end, so that we sat down on three sides of an
open dusty space. We might be fifty men in all.
</para>


<para>
The host would reappear, standing by the pole; our local fellow-guests,
el Dheilan, Zaal and other sheikhs, reluctantly let themselves be
placed on the rugs between us, sharing our elbow-room on the pack-saddles,
padded with folded felt rugs, over which we leaned. The front
of the tent was cleared, and the dogs were frequently chased away by
excited children, who ran across the empty space pulling yet smaller
children after them. Their clothes were less as their years were less,
and their pot-bodies rounder. The smallest infants of all, out of their
fly-black eyes, would stare at the company, gravely balanced on spread
legs, stark-naked, sucking their thumbs and pushing out expectant
bellies towards us.
</para>

<para>
Then would follow an awkward pause, which our friends would try to
cover, by showing us on its perch the household hawk (when possible a
sea-bird taken young on the Red Sea coast) or their watch-cockerel, or
their greyhound. Once a tame ibex was dragged in for our admiration:
another time an oryx. When these interests were exhausted they would
try and find a small talk to distract us from the household noises, and
from noticing the urgent whispered cookery-directions wafted through
the dividing curtain with a powerful smell of boiled fat and drifts of
tasty meat-smoke.
</para>

<para>
After a silence the host or a deputy would come forward and whisper,
'Black or white?' an invitation for us to choose coffee or tea. Nasir
would always answer 'Black', and the slave would be beckoned forward
with the beaked coffee-pot in one hand, and three or four clinking cups
of white ware in the other. He would dash a few drops of coffee into
the uppermost cup, and proffer it to Nasir; then pour the second for
me, and the third for Nesib; and pause while we turned the cups about
in our hands, and sucked them carefully, to get appreciatively from
them the last richest drop.
</para>

<para>
As soon as they were empty his hand was stretched to clap them noisily
one above the other, and toss them out with a lesser flourish for the
next guest in order, and so on round the assembly till all had drunk.
Then back to Nasir again. This second cup would be tastier than the
first, partly because the pot was yielding deeper from the brew, partly
because of the heel-taps of so many previous drinkers present in the
cups; whilst the third and fourth rounds, if the serving of the meat
delayed so long, would be of surprising flavour.
</para>

<para>
However, at last, two men came staggering through the thrilled crowd,
carrying the rice and meat on a tinned copper tray or shallow bath,
five feet across, set like a great brazier on a foot. In the tribe
there was only this one food-bowl of the size, and an incised
inscription ran round it in florid Arabic characters: 'To the glory of
God, and in trust of mercy at the last, the property of His poor
suppliant, Auda abu Tayi.' It was borrowed by the host who was to
entertain us for the time; and, since my urgent brain and body made me
wakeful, from my blankets in the first light I would see the dish going
across country, and by marking down its goal would know where we were
to feed that day.
</para>

<para>
The bowl was now brim-full, ringed round its edge by white rice in an
embankment a foot wide and six inches deep, filled with legs and ribs
of mutton till they toppled over. It needed two or three victims to
make in the centre a dressed pyramid of meat such as honour prescribed.
The centre-pieces were the boiled, upturned heads, propped on their
severed stumps of neck, so that the ears, brown like old leaves,
flapped out on the rice surface. The jaws gaped emptily upward, pulled
open to show the hollow throat with the tongue, still pink, clinging to
the lower teeth; and the long incisors whitely crowned the pile, very
prominent above the nostrils' pricking hair and the lips which sneered
away blackly from them.
</para>

<para>
This load was set down on the soil of the cleared space between us,
where it steamed hotly, while a procession of minor helpers bore small
cauldrons and copper vats in which the cooking had been done. From
them, with much-bruised bowls of enamelled iron, they ladled out over
the main dish all the inside and outside of the sheep; little bits of
yellow intestine, the white tail-cushion of fat, brown muscles and meat
and bristly skin, all swimming in the liquid butter and grease of the
seething. The bystanders watched anxiously, muttering satisfactions
when a very juicy scrap plopped out.
</para>

<para>
The fat was scalding. Every now and then a man would drop his baler
with an exclamation, and plunge his burnt fingers, not reluctantly, in
his mouth to cool them: but they persevered till at last their scooping
rang loudly on the bottoms of the pots; and, with a gesture of triumph,
they fished out the intact livers from their hiding place in the gravy
and topped the yawning jaws with them.
</para>

<para>
Two raised each smaller cauldron and tilted it, letting the liquid
splash down upon the meat till the rice-crater was full, and the loose
grains at the edge swam in the abundance: and yet they poured, till,
amid cries of astonishment from us, it was running over, and a little
pool congealing in the dust. That was the final touch of splendour, and
the host called us to come and eat.
</para>

<para>
We feigned a deafness, as manners demanded: at last we heard him, and
looked surprised at one another, each urging his fellow to move first;
till Nasir rose coyly, and after rum we all came forward to sink on one
knee round the tray, wedging in and cuddling up till the twenty-two for
whom there was barely space were grouped around the food. We turned
back our right sleeves to the elbow, and, taking lead from Nasir with a
low 'In the name of God the merciful, the loving-kind', we dipped
together.
</para>

<para>
The first dip, for me, at least, was always cautious, since the liquid
fat was so hot that my unaccustomed fingers could seldom bear it: and
so I would toy with an exposed and cooling lump of meat till others'
excavations had drained my rice-segment. We would knead between the
fingers (not soiling the palm), neat balls of rice and fat and liver
and meat cemented by gentle pressure, and project them by leverage of
the thumb from the crooked fore-finger into the mouth. With the right
trick and the right construction the little lump held together and came
clean off the hand; but when surplus butter and odd fragments clung,
cooling, to the fingers, they had to be licked carefully to make the
next effort slip easier away.
</para>

<para>
As the meat pile wore down (nobody really cared about rice: flesh was
the luxury) one of the chief Howeitat eating with us would draw his
dagger, silver hilted, set with turquoise, a signed masterpiece of
Mohammed ibn Zari, of Jauf, and would cut criss-cross from the larger
bones long diamonds of meat easily torn up between the fingers; for it
was necessarily boiled very tender, since all had to be disposed of
with the right hand which alone was honourable.
</para>

<para>
Our host stood by the circle, encouraging the appetite with pious
ejaculations. At top speed we twisted, tore, cut and stuffed: never
speaking, since conversation would insult a meal's quality; though it
was proper to smile thanks when an intimate guest passed a select
fragment, or when Mohammed el Dheilan gravely handed over a huge barren
bone with a blessing. On such occasions I would return the compliment
with some hideous impossible lump of guts, a flippancy which rejoiced
the Howeitat, but which the gracious, aristocratic Nasir saw with
disapproval.
</para>

<para>
At length some of us were nearly filled, and began to play and pick;
glancing sideways at the rest till they too grew slow, and at last
ceased eating, elbow on knee, the hand hanging down from the wrist over
the tray edge to drip, while the fat, butter and scattered grains of
rice cooled into a stiff white grease which gummed the fingers
together. When all had stopped, Nasir meaningly cleared his throat, and
we rose up together in haste with an explosive 'God requite it you, O
host', to group ourselves outside among the tent-ropes while the next
twenty guests inherited our leaving.
</para>

<para>
Those of us who were nice would go to the end of the tent where the
flap of the roof-cloth, beyond the last poles, drooped down as an end
curtain; and on this clan handkerchief (whose coarse goat-hair mesh was
pliant and glossy with much use) would scrape the thickest of the fat
from the hands. Then we would make back to our seats, and re-take them
sighingly; while the slaves, leaving aside their portion, the skulls of
the sheep, would come round our rank with a wooden bowl of water, and a
coffee-cup as dipper, to splash over our fingers, while we rubbed them
with the tribal soap-cake.
</para>

<para>
Meantime the second and third sittings by the dish were having their
turn, and then there would be one more cup of coffee, or a glass of
syrup-like tea; and at last the horses would be brought and we would
slip out to them, and mount, with a quiet blessing to the hosts as we
passed by. When our backs were turned the children would run in
disorder upon the ravaged dish, tear our gnawed bones from one another,
and escape into the open with valuable fragments to be devoured in
security behind some distant bush: while the watchdogs of all the camp
prowled round snapping, and the master of the tent fed the choicest
offal to his greyhound.
</para>

</chapter>

<chapter>
<chapheader>
<chapnum></chapnum>
<title>
CHAPTER XLVII
</title>
</chapheader>


<para>
We feasted on the first day once, on the second twice, on the third
twice; at Isawiya: and then, on May the thirtieth, we saddled and rode
easily for three hours, past an old sanded lava-field to a valley in
which seven-foot wells of the usual brackish water lay all about us.
The Abu Tayi struck camp when we struck, and journeyed at our side, and
camped around us: so to-day for the first time I was spectator from the
midst of an Arab tribe, and actor in the routine of its march.
</para>

<para>
It was strangely unlike the usual desert-constancy. All day the grey-green
expanse of stones and bushes quivered like a mirage with the
movement of men on foot; and horsemen; men on camels; camels bearing
the hunched black loads which were the goat-hair tent-cloths; camels
swaying curiously, like butterflies, under the winged and fringed
howdahs of the women; camels tusked like mammoths or tailed like birds
with the cocked or dragging tent-poles of silvery poplar. There was no
order nor control nor routine of march, other than the wide front, the
self-contained parties, the simultaneous start, which the insecurity of
countless generations had made instinctive. The difference was that the
desert, whose daily sparseness gave value to every man, to-day seemed
with their numbers suddenly to come alive.
</para>

<para>
The pace was easy; and we, who had been guarding our own lives for
weeks, found it a relaxation beyond feeling to know ourselves so
escorted as to share the light liability of danger with a host. Even
our most solemn riders let themselves go a little, and the wilder ones
became licentious. First amongst these, of course, were Farraj and
Daud, my two imps, whose spirits not all the privations of our road had
quelled for a moment. About their riding places in our line of march
centred two constant swirls of activity or of accident, according as
their quenchless mischief found a further expression.
</para>

<para>
On my dry patience they grated a little, because the plague of snakes
which had been with us since our first entry into Sirhan today rose to
memorable height, and became a terror. In ordinary times, so the Arabs
said, snakes were little worse here than elsewhere by water in the
desert: but this year the valley seemed creeping with horned vipers and
puff-adders, cobras and black snakes. By night movement was dangerous:
and at last we found it necessary to walk with sticks, beating the
bushes each side while we stepped warily through on bare feet.
</para>

<para>
We could not lightly draw water after dark, for there were snakes
swimming in the pools or clustering in knots around their brinks. Twice
puff-adders came twisting into the alert ring of our debating
coffee-circle. Three of our men died of bites; four recovered after great
fear and pain, and a swelling of the poisoned limb. Howeitat treatment was
to bind up the part with snake-skin plaster, and read chapters of the
Koran to the sufferer until he died. They also pulled thick Damascene
ankle-boots, red, with blue tassels and horse-shoe heels, over their
horny feet when they went late abroad.
</para>

<para>
A strange' thing was the snakes' habit, at night, of lying beside us,
probably for warmth, under or on the blanket. When we learned this our
rising was with infinite care, and the first up would search round his
fellows with a stick till he could pronounce them unencumbered. Our
party of fifty men killed perhaps twenty snakes daily; at last they got
so on our nerves that the boldest of us feared to touch ground; while
those who, like myself, had a shuddering horror of all reptiles longed
that our stay in Sirhan might end.
</para>

<para>
Not so Farraj and Daud. To them, this was a new and splendid game. They
troubled us continually with alarms, and furious beatings upon the head
of every harmless twig or root which caught their fancy. At last, in
our noon-halt, I charged them strictly not to let the cry of snake
again pass their lips aloud; and then, sitting by our traps upon the
sand, we had peace. To live on the floor, whence it was so far to arise
and walk, disposed to inaction, and there was much to think about so
that it may have been an hour afterwards before I noticed the offending
pair smiling and nudging one another. My eyes idly followed their eyes
to the neighbouring bush under which a brown snake lay coiled,
glittering at me.
</para>

<para>
Quickly I moved myself, and cried to Ali, who jumped in with his
riding-cane and settled it. I told him to give the two boys a swinging
half-dozen each, to teach them not again to be literal at my expense.
Nasir, slumbering behind me, heard and with joy shouted to add six from
himself. Nesib copied him, and then Zeki, and then ibn Dgheithir, till
half the men were clamouring for revenge. The culprits were abashed
when they saw that all the hides and all the sticks in the party would
hardly expiate their account: however, I saved them the weight of it,
and instead we proclaimed them moral bankrupts, and set them under the
women to gather wood and draw water for the tents.
</para>

<para>
So they laboured shamefully for the two days we spent at Abu Tarfeiyat;
where on the first day we feasted twice and on the second day twice.
Then Nesib broke down, and on plea of illness took refuge inside
Nasir's tent, and ate dry bread thankfully. Zeki had been ailing on the
road, and his first effort at the Howeitat sodden meat and greasy rice
had prostrated him. He also lay within the tent, breathing disgust and
dysentery against us. Nasir's stomach had had long experience of tribal
ways and stood the test grandly. It was incumbent on him, for the
honour of our guesting, to answer every call; and for greater honour,
he constrained me always to go with him. So we two leaders represented
the camp each day, with a decent proportion of the hungering Ageyl.
</para>

<para>
Of course it was monotonous; but the crystal happiness in our hosts was
a return satisfaction for our eyes, and to have shattered it a crime.
Oxford or Medina had tried to cure Nasir and me of superstitious
prejudice; and had complicated us to the point of regaining simplicity.
These people were achieving in our cause the height of nomadic
ambition, a continued orgy of seethed mutton. My heaven might have been
a lonely, soft arm-chair, a book-rest, and the complete poets, set in
Caslon, printed on tough paper: but I had been for twenty-eight years
well-fed, and if Arab imagination ran on food-bowls, so much the more
attainable their joy. They had been provident expressly on our account.
A few days before we came, a drover had guested with them; and, by
Auda's order, they had bought his fifty sheep to entertain us worthily.
In fifteen meals (a week) we had consumed them all, and the hospitality
guttered out.
</para>

<para>
Digestion returned, and with it our power of movement. We were very
weary of Sirhan. The landscape was of a hopelessness and sadness deeper
than all the open deserts we had crossed. Sand, or flint, or a desert
of bare rocks was exciting sometimes, and in certain lights had the
monstrous beauty of sterile desolation: but there was something
sinister, something actively evil in this snake-devoted Sirhan,
proliferant of salt water, barren palms, and bushes which served
neither for grazing nor for firewood.
</para>

<para>
Accordingly we marched one day, and another, beyond Ghutti, whose weak
well was nearly sweet. When we got near Ageila, we saw that it was held
by many tents, and presently a troop came out to meet us. They were
Auda abu Tayi, safely back from Nuri Shaa-lan, with the one-eyed Durzi
ibn Dughmi, our old guest at Wejh. His presence proved Nuri's favour,
as did their strong escort of Rualla horse; who, bareheaded and
yelling, welcomed us to Nuri's empty house with a great show of spears
and wild firing of rifles and revolvers at full gallop through the dust
</para>

<para>
This modest manor had some fruitful palms, enclosed, and they had
pitched beside the garden a Mesopotamian tent of white canvas. Here,
also, stood Auda's tent, a huge hall seven poles long and three wide;
and Zaal's tent was near it, and many others; and through the afternoon
we received fusillades of honour, deputations, and gifts of ostrich
eggs, or Damascus dainties, or camels, or scraggy horses, while the air
was loud about us with the cries of Auda's volunteers demanding
service, immediate service, against the Turks.
</para>

<para>
Affairs looked well, and we set three men to make coffee for the
visitors, who came in to Nasir one by one or group by group, swearing
allegiance to Feisal and to the Arab Movement, in the Wejh formula; and
promising to obey Nasir, and to follow after HIM with their
contingents. Besides their formal presents, each new party deposited on
our carpet their privy, accidental gift of lice; and long before sunset
Nasir and I were in a fever, with relay after relay of irritation. Auda
had a stiff arm, the effect of an old wound in the elbow joint, and so
could not scratch all of himself; but experience had taught him a way
of thrusting a cross-headed camel-stick up his left sleeve and turning
it round and round inside against his ribs, which method seemed to
relieve his itch more than our claws did ours.
</para>

</chapter>

<chapter>
<chapheader>
<chapnum></chapnum>
<title>
CHAPTER XLVIII
</title>
</chapheader>


<para>
Nebk, to be our next halt, had plentiful water, with some grazing. Auda
had appointed it our rallying place, because of the convenient nearness
of the Blaidat, or 'salt hamlets'. In it he and Sherif Nasir sat down
for days, to consider enrolling the men, and to prepare the road along
which we would march, by approaching the tribes and the sheikhs who
lived near. Leisure remained for Nasib, Zeki and myself. As usual, the
unstable Syrian judgement, not able to consist in the narrow point of
virtue, staggered to the circumference. In the heady atmosphere of
first enthusiasm they ignored Akaba, and despised the plain purpose
which had led us here. Nesib knew the Shaalans and the Druses. His mind
enrolled them, not the Howeitat; struck at Deraa, not Maan: occupied
Damascus, not Akaba. He pointed out that the Turks were all unready:
that we were sure to gain our first objective, by sheer surprise: that
therefore our objective should be the highest. Damascus was indicated
by the finger of inevitable fate.
</para>

<para>
I pointed him in vain to Feisal yet in Wejh: to the British yet the
wrong side of Gaza: to the new Turkish army massing in Aleppo to
recover Mesopotamia. I showed how we in Damascus would be unsupported:
without resources or organization: without a base: without even a line
of communication with our friends. But Nesib was towering above
geography, and beyond tactics, and only sordid means would bring him
down. So I went to Auda, and said that with the new objective cash and
credit would go to Nuri Shaalan, and not to him: I went to Nasir, and
used influence and our liking for one another to keep HIM on my plan;
fanning high the too easily-lit jealousy between a Sherif and a
Damascene; between an authentic Shia descendant of Ali and the martyred
Hussein, and a very doubtfully reputed descendant of the 'successor'
Abu Bekr.
</para>

<para>
For our movement, the point was Me and death. I was sure that if we
took Damascus we should not hold it six weeks, for Murray could not
instantly attack the Turks, nor would sea-transport be available at the
moment's notice to land a British army at Beyrout: and in losing
Damascus we should lose our supporters (only their first flush was
profitable: a rebellion which stood still or went back was lost)
without having gained Akaba, which was the last base in safe water; and
in my judgement the only door, except the Middle Euphrates, which we
could unlock for an assuredly successful entry into Syria.
</para>

<para>
Akaba's special value to the Turks was that, when they pleased, it
might be constituted a threat to the right flank of the British army.
At the end of 1914 their higher command had thought to make it their
main route to the Canal: but they found the food and water difficulties
great, and adopted the Beersheba route. Now, however, the British had
left the Canal positions and had thrust forward to Gaza and Beersheba.
This made the feeding of the Turkish army easier by shortening its
line. Consequently, the Turks had surplus transport. Akaba was also of
greater geographical value than of old, since it now lay behind the
British right, and a small force operating from it would threaten
either El Arish or Suez effectively.
</para>

<para>
The Arabs needed Akaba: firstly, to extend their front, which was their
tactical principle; and, secondly, to link up with the British. If they
took it the act gave them Sinai, and made positive junction between
them and Sir Archibald Murray. Thus having become really useful, they
would obtain material help. The human frailty of Murray's Staff was
such that nothing but physical contact with our success could persuade
them of our importance. Murray was friendly: but if we became his right
wing he would equip us properly, almost without the asking.
Accordingly, for the Arabs, Akaba spelt plenty in food, money, guns,
advisers. I wanted contact with the British; to act as the right wing
of the Allies in the conquest of Palestine and Syria; and to assert the
Arabic-speaking peoples' desire or desert of freedom and self-government.
In my view, if the revolt did not reach the main battlefield against
Turkey it would have to confess failure, and remain a side-show of a
side-show. I had preached to Feisal, from our first meeting, that freedom
was taken, not given.
</para>

<para>
Both Nasir and Auda fortunately answered to my whispers; and, after
recriminations, Nesib left us, and rode with Zeki to the Druse
Mountain, there to do the preliminary work necessary to the launching
of his great Damascus scheme. I knew his incapacity to create; but it
was not in my mind to permit even a half-baked rising there, to spoil
our future material. So I was careful to draw his teeth before he
started, by taking from him most of the money Feisal had shared out to
him. The fool made this easy for me, as he knew he had not enough for
all he wanted; and, measuring the morality of England by his own
pettiness, came to me for the promise of more if he raised a Syrian
movement independent of Feisal, under his own leadership. I had no fear
of so untoward a miracle; and, instead of calling him rat, gave my
ready promise for future help, if he would for the present give me his
balance, to get us to Akaba, where I would make funds available for the
general need. He yielded to my condition with a bad grace; and Nasir
was delighted to get two bags of money unexpectedly.
</para>

<para>
Yet the optimism of Nesib had its effect upon me; while I still saw the
liberation of Syria happening in steps, of which Akaba was the
indispensable first, I now saw these steps coming close together; and
as soon as Nesib was out of the way planned to go off myself, rather in
his fashion, on a long tour of the north country. I felt that one more
sight of Syria would put straight the strategic ideas given me by the
Crusaders and the first Arab conquest, and adjust them to the two new
factors--the railways, and Murray in Sinai.
</para>

<para>
Also a rash adventure suited my abandoned mood. It should have been
happiness, this lying out free as air, with the visible life striving
its utmost along my own path; but the knowledge of the axe I was
secretly grinding destroyed all my assurance.
</para>

<para>
The Arab Revolt had begun on false pretences. To gain the Sherif's help
our Cabinet had offered, through Sir Henry McMahon, to support the
establishment of native governments in parts of Syria and Mesopotamia,
'saving the interests of our ally, France'. The last modest clause
concealed a treaty (kept secret, till too late, from McMahon, and
therefore from the Sherif) by which France, England and Russia agreed
to annex some of these promised areas, and to establish their
respective spheres of influence over all the rest.
</para>

<para>
Rumours of the fraud reached Arab ears, from Turkey. In the East
persons were more trusted than institutions. So the Arabs, having
tested my friendliness and sincerity under fire, asked me, as a free
agent, to endorse the promises of the British Government. I had had no
previous or inner knowledge of the McMahon pledges and the Sykes-Picot
treaty, which were both framed by war-time branches of the Foreign
Office. But, not being a perfect fool, I could see that if we won the
war the promises to the Arabs were dead paper. Had I been an honourable
adviser I would have sent my men home, and not let them risk their
lives for such stuff. Yet the Arab inspiration was our main tool in
winning the Eastern war. So I assured them that England kept her word
in letter and spirit. In this comfort they performed their fine things:
but, of course, instead of being proud of what we did together, I was
continually and bitterly ashamed.
</para>

<para>
Clear sight of my position came to me one night, when old Nuri Shaalan
in his aisled tent brought out a file of documents and asked which
British pledge was to be believed. In his mood, upon my answer, lay the
success or failure of Feisal. My advice, uttered with some agony of
mind, was to trust the latest in date of the contradictions. This
disingenuous answer promoted me, in six months, to be chief
confidence-man. In Hejaz the Sherifs were everything, and I had allayed
my conscience by telling Feisal how hollow his basis was. In Syria England
was mighty and the Sherif very low. So I became the principal.
</para>

<para>
In revenge I vowed to make the Arab Revolt the engine of its own
success, as well as handmaid to our Egyptian campaign: and vowed to
lead it so madly in the final victory that expediency should counsel to
the Powers a fair settlement of the Arabs' moral claims. This presumed
my surviving the war, to win the later battle of the Council
Chamber--immodest presumptions, which still balance in fulfilment.
Yet the issue of the fraud was beside the point.
</para>

<para>
Clearly I had no shadow of leave to engage the Arabs, unknowing, in a
gamble of life and death. Inevitably and justly we should reap
bitterness, a sorry fruit of heroic endeavour. So in resentment at my
false place (did ever second lieutenant so lie abroad for his betters?)
I undertook this long, dangerous ride, in which to see the more
important of Feisal's secret friends, and to study key-positions of our
future campaigns: but the results were incommensurate with the risks,
and the act artistically unjustifiable, like the motive. I had
whispered to myself 'Let me chance it, now, before we begin', seeing
truly that this was the last chance, and that after a successful
capture of Akaba I would never again possess myself freely, without
association, in the security lurking for the obscure in their
protective shadow.
</para>

<para>
Before me lay a vista of responsibility and command, which disgusted my
thought-riddled nature. I felt mean, to fill the place of a man of
action; for my standards of value were a wilful reaction against
theirs, and I despised their happiness. Always my soul hungered for
less than it had, since my senses, sluggish beyond the senses of most
men, needed the immediacy of contact to achieve perception; they
distinguished kinds only, not degrees.
</para>

<para>
When I returned it was June the sixteenth, and Nash was still labouring
in his tent. He and Auda had been seeing too much of one another for
their good, and lately there had been a breach; but this was easily
healed, and after a day the old chief was as much with us as ever, and
as kind and difficult. We stood up always when he entered; not for his
sheikhhood, for sitting we received sheikhs of much older rank: but
because he was Auda, and Auda was such a splendid thing to be. The old
man loved it, and however much we might wrangle, everyone knew that
really we were his friends.
</para>

<para>
We were now five weeks out from Wejh: we had spent nearly all the money
we had brought with us: we had eaten all the Howeitat sheep: we had
rested or replaced all our old camels: nothing hindered the start. The
freshness of the adventure in hand consoled us for everything; and
Auda, importing more mutton, gave a farewell feast, the greatest of the
whole series, in his huge tent the eve before we started. Hundreds were
present, and five fills of the great tray were eaten up in relay as
fast as they were cooked and carried in.
</para>

<para>
Sunset came down, delightfully red, and after the feast the whole party
lay round the outside coffee-hearth lingering under the stars, while
Auda and others told us stories. In a pause I remarked casually that I
had looked for Mohammed el Dheilan in his tent that afternoon, to thank
him for the milch camel he had given me, but had not found him. Auda
shouted for joy, till everybody looked at him; and then, in the silence
which fell that they might learn the joke, he pointed to Mohammed
sitting dismally beside the coffee mortar, and said in his huge voice:--
</para>

<para>
'Ho! Shall I tell why Mohammed for fifteen days has not slept in his
tent?' Everybody chuckled with delight, and conversation stopped; all
the crowd stretched out on the ground, chins in hands, prepared to take
the good points of the story which they had heard perhaps twenty times.
The women, Auda's three wives, Zaal's wife, and some of Mohammed's, who
had been cooking, came across, straddling their bellies in the billowy
walk which came of carrying burdens on their heads, till they were near
the partition-curtain; and there they listened like the rest while Auda
told at length how Mohammed had bought publicly in the bazaar at Wejh a
costly string of pearls, and had not given it to any of his wives, and
so they were all at odds, except in their common rejection of him.
</para>

<para>
The story was, of course, a pure invention--Auda's elvish humour
heightened by the stimulus of Revolt--and the luckless Mohammed, who had
dragged through the fortnight guesting casually with one or other of
the tribesmen, called upon God for mercy, and upon me for witness that
Auda lied. I cleared my throat solemnly. Auda asked for silence, and
begged me to confirm his words.
</para>

<para>
I began with the introducing phrase of a formal tale: In the name of
God the merciful, the loving-kind. We were six in Wejh. There were
Auda, and Mohammed, and Zaal, Gasim el Shimt, Mufaddhi and the poor man
(myself); and one night just before dawn, Auda said, 'Let us make a
raid against the market'. And we said, 'in the name of God'. And we
went; Auda in a white robe and a red head-cloth, and Kasim sandals of
pieced leather; Mohammed in a silken tunic of 'seven kings' and
barefoot; Zaal . . . I forget Zaal. Gasim wore cotton, and Mufaddhi was
in silk of blue stripes with an embroidered head-cloth. Your servant
was as your servant.'
</para>

<para>
My pause was still with astonishment. This was a close parody of Auda's
epic style; and I mimicked also his wave of the hand, his round voice,
and the rising and dropping tone which emphasized the points, or what
he thought were points, of his pointless stories. The Howeitat sat
silent as death, twisting their full bodies inside their sweat-stiffened
shirts for joy, and staring hungrily at Auda; for they all recognized the
original, and parody was a new art to them and to him. The coffee man,
Mufaddhi, a Shammar refugee from the guilt of blood, himself a character,
forgot to pile fresh thorns on his fire for fixity of listening to the
tale.
</para>

<para>
I told how we left the tents, with a list of the tents, and how we
walked down towards the village, describing every camel and horse we
saw, and all the passers-by, and the ridges, 'all bare of grazing, for
by God that country was barren. And we marched: and after we had
marched the time of a smoked cigarette, we heard something, and Auda
stopped and said, 'Lads, I hear something'. And Mohammed stopped and
said, 'Lads, I hear something'. And Zaal, 'By God, you are right'. And
we stopped to listen, and there was nothing, and the poor man said, 'By
God, I hear nothing'. And Zaal said, 'By God, I hear nothing'. And
Mohammed said, 'By God, I hear nothing'. And Auda said, 'By God, you
are right'.
</para>

<para>
'And we marched and we marched, and the land was barren, and we heard
nothing. And on our right hand came a man, a negro, on a donkey. The
donkey was grey, with black ears, and one black foot, and on its
shoulder was a brand like this' (a scrabble in the air), 'and its tail
moved and its legs: Auda saw it, and said, 'By God, a donkey'. And
Mohammed said, 'By the very God, a donkey and a slave'. And we marched.
And there was a ridge, not a great ridge, but a ridge as great as from
the here to the what-do-you-call-it (HI BILIYEH EL HOK) that is yonder:
and we marched to the ridge and it was barren. That land is barren:
barren: barren.
</para>

<para>
'And we marched: and beyond the what-do-you-call-it there was a
what-there-is as far as hereby from thence, and thereafter a ridge: and
we came to that ridge, and went up that ridge: it was barren, all that
land was barren: and as we came up that ridge, and were by the head of
that ridge, and came to the end of the head of that ridge, by God, by
my God, by very God, the sun rose upon us.'
</para>

<para>
It ended the session. Everyone had heard that sunrise twenty times, in
its immense bathos; an agony piled up of linked phrases, repeated and
repeated with breathless excitement by Auda to carry over for hours the
thrill of a raiding story in which nothing happened; and the trivial
rest of it was exaggerated the degree which made it like one of Auda's
tales; and yet, also, the history of the walk to market at Wejh which
many of us had taken. The tribe was in waves of laughter on the ground.
</para>

<para>
Auda laughed the loudest and longest, for he loved a jest upon himself;
and the fatuousness of my epic had shown him his own sure mastery of
descriptive action. He embraced Mohammed, and confessed the invention
of the necklace. In gratitude Mohammed invited the camp to breakfast
with him in his regained tent on the morrow, an hour before we started
for the swoop on Akaba. We should have a sucking camel-calf boiled in
sour milk by his wives: famous cooks, and a legendary dish!
</para>

<para>
Afterwards we sat by the wall of Nuri's manor, and saw the women take
down the great tent, greater than Auda's, eight-bayed of twenty-four
poles in all, longer and broader and loftier than any other in the
tribe, and new, like the rest of Mohammed's goods. The Abu Tayi were
rearranging their camp, for security when their fighting men marched
away. Throughout the afternoon tents were coming in and being pitched
by us. The oblong cloth was stretched flat upon the ground; the ropes
at the end, in the sides, by the pole-gussets, strained out and tied to
pegs. Then the housewife would insert the light poles one by one, under
the cloth, and lever it up by them, until the whole was in place,
pitched single-handed by the one weak woman, however rough the wind.
</para>

<para>
If it rained one row of poles was drawn in at the foot, so slanting the
roof-cloth obliquely to the shower, and making it reasonably
waterproof. In summer the Arab tent was less hot than our canvas tents,
for the sun-heat was not absorbed in this loose woven fabric of hair
and wool, with the air spaces and currents between its threads.
</para>

</chapter>

<chapter>
<chapheader>
<chapnum></chapnum>
<title>
CHAPTER XLIX
</title>
</chapheader>

<para>
We started an hour before noon. Nasir led us, riding his Ghazala--a
camel vaulted and huge-ribbed as an antique ship; towering a good foot
above the next of our animals, and yet perfectly proportioned, with a
stride like an ostrich's--a lyrical beast, noblest and best bred of the
Howeitat camels, a female of nine remembered dams. Auda was beside him,
and I skirmished about their gravities on Naama, 'the hen-ostrich', a
racing camel and my last purchase. Behind me rode my Ageyl, with
Mohammed, the clumsy. Mohammed was now companioned by Ahmed, another
peasant, who had been for six years living among the Howeitat by force
of his thews and wits--a knowing eager ruffian. Sixty feet of a rise
took us out of Sirhan to the first terrace of the Ard el Suwan--a
country of black flints upon marly limestone; not very solid, but hard
enough in the tracks which the feet of passing centuries of camels had
worn an inch or two into the surface. Our aim was Bair, a historic
group of Ghassanid wells and ruins in the desert thirty or forty miles
east of the Hejaz Railway. It lay some sixty miles ahead, and there we
would camp a few days, while our scouts brought us flour from the hill
villages above the Dead Sea. Our food from Wejh 